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Depression is one thing for me.
Not knowing if I even want to FIT into this faceless society of masks - is another.
Depression comes in many forms and like us, its an individual case for everyone - which makes it sooo hard to get everybody into the "rescue" boat. I can't even tell whats going on anymore and I'm not the only one. Most of us feel empty but whats worse, lonely, thrown away, cast aside. Wanting to be human is one of the hardest parts in my opinion when you're hurt like that.
I'm lost and will be lost forever, that's how I feel about myself. But thats ok - is what I have decided. Some cases are not that easy to resolve or even meant to be resolved. I was hurt pretty bad throughout my whole life since the beginning. Trying to get out of this horrible experience has brought me to the limit. I get called lazy or that I dont really WANT to help myself etc. which hurt me even more. I gave up trusting others and giving a fuck about myself.
Who WANTS to be a part of THIS?
Never having experienced love or what it means to be loved... is one of the worst things. You grow up without knowing anything about yourself just to see yourself falling down. If you're the person that starts to reflect everything and for better or worse, have good memory... well, let's just say you see stuff you dont want to see all the time, every day. You can't be alone or you start to pick yourself apart more and more.
Guess that's my little story.
Thank you for reading!
I want to thank all of you for this beautiful group of people that try their hardest for themselves and for others! You are without a doubt what we can call HUMAN. I hope you all will live your lives to the fullest and be happy! You are the HOPE of this so called society.
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i dont mind being depressed. ive wanted to have kids since i was 14. but instead im 29 never had a job before. never tried drivign a car before cuz i think i hate driving. have lived with my parents for the last 29 years, dropped out of school in 10th grade. havent left my home in like 5 years other then to go to buffets and eat
im sad my town doesnt have a pizza buffet anymore. i legit used to go every week and eat 30 slices of pizza by myself . i dont mind being alone too much. ive been in solitude so long that im use to it
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Good advice, although I'm not completely with psychologist being correct due to the last 2 failures I've seen, but that might just be me getting the bad ones
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Took the test. Got 19. Clicked "ask for help". No help available in my country. Great.
Anyway, here's something for this heartwarming thread:
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Figured I'd toss this out there with the US holiday today.
If anyone is feeling alone, needs someone to talk to, or just take your mind off things by shooting some zombies or whatever, feel free to add me on Steam. You don't need to be alone today. There's lots of us willing to remind you of that as often as it takes.. Happy Holidays.
(If you're willing to be there today for someone who may need you, feel free to +1 and be prepared to make some new friends).
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+1 and it goes for whenever.
EDIT: Since my profile says I will block anyone who doesn't state the reason - feel free to just reply to this comment, or, if you would rather prefer, write a simple "SG" on my profile, or write in any of my past GAs here! :)
(I know that it sounds complicated, but it isn't that much, really)
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Original thread - Original Post by DesertMouse1
I've dealt with depression for over a decade, plus PTSD and some health complications which also make things even worse than what they are. But at least I had people that helped me. Friends, family, and even strangers from support groups that made things easier.
You should NEVER think you are alone, because there's always someone willing to help if you look around you. This might sound clichΓ© but it's real, there are terrible people but there are also extremely kind ones. π
Also, if you can and you feel strong enough, please lend a hand to others in need. I've done this for years when I am confident enough that I can take on other people's problems without affecting my health to the point of getting me down.
Remember it's important to help others, but also take care of yourself.
Diagnosed depression isn't a joke (as in diagnosed by a professional and not by the patient, don't confuse it with other symptoms!). It's a serious condition and it shouldn't be taken lightly because it's not a physical illness. Just like cancer ends up with death, depression will escalate to suicide or cripple you in many ways.
Everyone feels "down" once in a while, but for some people it's a daily pattern of depression. The good news is that it is treatable.
Usually through therapy, medication, or a combination of the two. Antidepressant medication, despite some side effects, can help lift a person from the depths of depression within weeks of starting medication therapy.
If one medication doesn't work for you or the side effects are too much for you to live with, keep in mind that there are many others your doctor could give you to try.
Make sure your doctor knows about any other meds you are taking and always ask questions about your medication therapy, if needed.
Btw, DON'T get self-diagnosed, it's a terrible idea. You might be sad or during a grieving period, so always check with a doctor.
Besides, I don't know about other countries but over here antidepressants are only available if you have a medical prescription, so you will only be left with a possibly wrong diagnostic and no way to deal with it.
Some info:
What Is Depression?
Google users can now screen themselves for depression, then seek treatment
Taking Care of Yourself While Supporting a Depressed Loved One
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