Its apparently my cakeday. Havent really been too active since I got back from my trip, so it's kind of funny that I noticed. There will be no cake, there will be a train after my goodbye however. I recently went to Arizona for a couple of weeks as some of you may know. While I was there, I did a lot of things I wouldn't normally have done, some fun, some not, some good some bad all depending on how you look at it I suppose. Anyways, I decided, during a pretty solid mushroom trip, that I didnt want to be the shut in, reclusive, antisocial prick I've been for the last 15 years; that I was going to get healthy, that I was going to get my life in order in general.

Surprisingly enough, I usually follow through on nothing, I actually have been working towards those goals since my return. I've changed my diet drastically, no caffeine at all, no candy/snacks, only drink water. I've been going out and trying to be 'normal' so to speak with mixed results, lol, I've almost quit smoking cigarettes, down to less than a pack a day, from a 3 pack a day habit, with a quit date of the end of the month, and I've joined a gym. Not everything is roses though, and I still have plenty of things that need to change, and others I need to make sure dont become problems, like social drinking. Hah, I'd forgotten how good at that I was, as a matter of fact, I'm borderline shit-faced right now.

But that brings us to goodbye, I dont know if it will be permanent or not. But I've tended to waste entire days, just refreshing the forums here, browsing giveaways, etc. Right now, I'm eliminating anything in my life that isnt productive to my goals. As much as I enjoy SG, the community here, and games in general, all of it has to take a back seat for a while. My life had spiraled very very far off course, much much further than I ever let on to any of you, even those of you I consider friends beyond SG. And the comforts I found online, here and other places, may not have caused it, but it certainly made it easier to ignore that slow degradation.

Giveaways end in 1 day. I wish you all the best, maybe I'll be back someday. (This isnt the first time I've left, but this time I kind of hope I wont be back but for totally good reasons)

TL;DR: Goodbye Train

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Happy cakeday & good luck

8 years ago
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Bye and good luck!

8 years ago
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All the best

8 years ago
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Added ya on Steam. Cya around mate.

8 years ago
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Good luck, hope you get better

8 years ago
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sounds like you're doing what you have to do. Good for you and good luck! hopefully it'll bring you good things! And c ya around!

8 years ago
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I totally get where you're coming from, this site can be kind of 'consuming' if you don't have the rest of your life sorted out, and I ought to know. Happy cake day and good luck out there.

8 years ago
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Happy cake day and good luck on finding happiness

8 years ago
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Good on you for finding the motivation to get your life together, that's a really tough thing to do. I wish you luck :)

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As much as I don't like goodbyes, I am happy that you are sorting out your life and adopting a healthier lifestyle.
I am a huge procrastinator myself. I think I should quit drinking coffee. I'll start tomorrow.

8 years ago
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Happy cake day and good luck with your future plans :)

8 years ago
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Happy factory day!! I hope you come back soon! Thanks for choo choo!

8 years ago
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Bump!

8 years ago
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Good luck with your goals Push. :)

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well hopefully your happy bro, good luck.

8 years ago
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Good for you man! It's definitely a good idea to re-evaluate life circumstances every now and again and not indulge in the things that don't bring us closer to our current goals. If leaving SteamGifts is what you need to do to get yourself on track, then that's what you gotta do. I wish you the best of luck in achieving your goals, and remember that slip ups from time to time are inevitable -- it's a marathon, not a sprint and the main thing is that you just keep on moving towards that goal line, even if at times that means walking, crawling, or re-treading the same ground you may have gone backwards on a bit.

8 years ago
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everything in moderation.

you don't need to quit sg, just stick to 2-3 visits no longer than 10-20 mins each.
smoking... ok. quit that. :3

8 years ago
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Good luck Push, I wish you all the best!

8 years ago
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You got to do what you got to do, Keviboo.
Become your own success story, and not a regret,'could have, should have' story, okay?
Go go go. Just do it ~ meet people, travel, say yes to invitations. I've been doing some really crazy things lately that I'd tell about, you but I can't really, er.... post publicly... ANYWAY,I super believe that no experience is a bad experience (I mean, to a certain extent, lmfao). Every awesome or totally not awesome thing you do stacks up as experiences that you can and WILL use later, as knowledge, stories to tell people, whatev's.

Go and become legendary. >smooches<

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Best of luck to you!

8 years ago
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Thanks for everything, take care!

8 years ago
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I am not entering your giveaways. Take the luck I would have had, had I entered the giveaways you hosted, and use it to aid you on your journey to reach your goals. Farewell, and best wishes~

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Good luck!

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