I have that Slam Space Jam double mix song stuck on my head (literally not literally have headset with Slam Jam glued to my head). So uh, thanks person that posted a thread basically dedicated to it. it's gr8, and you deserve all the <3s. I searched the threads for "asdf" for an original thread title, and out of the ~6 things there, they are also gr8. Now onto some more cereal things.


Quarter finals are around the corner, but I'm not worried about them. That probably won't happen until next year or so (I just started college this year). That brings me to the first thing that I want to talk about, age and maturity. I realize that I'm probably an exception of sorts, but the two are not mutually inclusive. Sure, with age you're more likely gain/have more maturity. Although it's highly unlikely, I could be 12, or I could be 57, and the conversation between you and I could be the same. Please don't ask me my age; if I wanted to divulge that, I would've already. I'll just ignore you if you do.

Then there's the same ol' comments. People want to voice their opinion, but when every other comment is a carbon copy of some other, I doubt that most of those comments have any. Why did you even bother making that comment if it's almost the same as the one 3 pages and a week ago? I've contemplated posting a comment x amount of times, and I've (for the most part), always have. Yet for some reason, my activity here has turned from small to minuscule. I've concluded that's because I don't want the attention. I'm a rather introverted and sometimes self-conscious dude.

It isn't easy for me to talk to other people, and the internet doesn't make it easier for me. My sister is a greater example of it, but that's where the similarities end. The concept of "family" feels synthetic and undeserving to me. Why can people like myself receive unconditional affection from my parents, yet other people much more deserving are neglected? The simple answer is that life isn't fair, and I'm not sure if I could give a more complicated answer.

I got to play the Overwatch free weekend, and I had fun (I played a lot of Dva #IsThisEasyMode?). I probably still won't buy it though (even with the Origins Edition being on sale for ~5$ less than the standard version). None of my friends play it, and it doesn't quite scratch my TF2 addiction itch. Speaking of which, my buddy came out of the hospital not too long ago. I'm really glad that he's still alive. Even though I told him that he's a really important person in my life, I don't think he realizes how far that statement goes. Him and my father are probably the only two people that give me the feeling that life is worth living. I'm not trying to make it sound like I'm depressed; I'm far from it, but that discussion is for a different thread for if/when I feel like talking about.


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I also wanted to thank everyone. Whether I've won, traded, invited, or anything else related to SG. This thread doesn't mean my minuscule presence here will transcend to nonexistence; just that it probably won't improve. I can't say if I'll respond to any of your comments, but thanks.

The two games are Broforce and Styx.

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Thanks for the gas :)
I think most people gain maturity as they grow up, but as you said there are some exceptions. Some have 50 and still behave like a child and others have 15 and they think like adults.
Also everyone deserves unconditional affection from their parents, that includes you. Dont think its about if someone deserves it more than others its something everyone should have but as you said life its not fair. So dont feel bad because of it, embrace it and be happy because you have it :)
Hope your friend is feeling better and wish you a nice day!

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I don't think it - life and whatever it means - ever gets any easier to understand. I just try to find pleasure in the small, simple things. Music, clouds in wonderful shapes, the feeling of my lover's hand in mine, a great meal, feeling well... So much of life is lived in ones head so attempting to maintain interactions with people that get me helps me feel like it is meaningful and not kind of pointless. Eventually this too shall pass :-p

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Why can people like myself receive unconditional affection from my parents, yet other people much more deserving are neglected.

IMO, everybody is deserving of unconditional love/affection from one's parents...nobody is any less or more deserving. As a parent, that's the best gift you can give your child.

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The concept of family feels synthetic to me as well, but for the very different reasons.
I mean, I'm bonded by blood to love (?!?!) some people I don't even talk to and those I truly care about are technically total strangers? Something's wrong here.

I also played Overwatch this weekend and I'm envy of every player that can actually play D.Va effectively lol. I couldn't. Am I incapable or what. And all these play-of-the-game sequences that always belonged to D.Vas. Daaamn :<

Also thanks, I've read Space Jam and instantly this music plays in my head. What have you done! :D

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