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26, grown up with a twin brother who had brain problems likely because lack of oxygen at birth, even today stuck on the level of firstgrader. If he's in a good mood, and on the proper medications. Growing up with him, trying to read the intention behind the words (that's why I don't give a shit about rude, but honest people. They are useful), limiting myself what do I say, what do I do because he tried to copy everything, being forbidden from going out, playing/ watching any aggressive stuff because of the sticky-example... I've read one of your previous post, I can recall parts of it, I remember your childhood wasn't easy. Financially ours were really fine, but emotionwise it really wasn't. Because of that or something else I had hyperactive disorder, adhd now, I'm fairly sure that I have some autistic traits, I have problems being in a group, crowd, longer physical contact and quite a few other stuff. I really meant that we have different toleration levels, and because of mine sometimes I can barely leave the house, while in chat / online I feel fine. Simply my upbringing and how I had to act lead to that that I can really (unnaturally?) finely ignore stuff, even to the point that sometimes I feel like the world is not existing outside of my perception, so I forget about my family 100+ km away, then having problems because of not calling them and such. People are fucking not easy to deal with, and that very much includes me as well, even though funnily enough I feel the most usable online, where by some magic people are more often honest with me than just randomly bashing at me. And that I can make the choice of calling each of you - You, KittenChicken, Wally, Steffke,Tzaar and maybe Mully (tbh I not sure how active she is about this, I really don't follow the comments any of you in particular) childish for continuing this. And I still, the worst I've done is removed you from my wishlist, where I barely give away games because I can't really buy. Nothing more, because I still respect Wally for his passion and caring about the community, even though he really lacks self control. You for your story and strenght, while I doesn't fully agree with your ways (maybe the extrovert-introvert problem, I don't know. Doesn't matter). Tzaar for beiing outspoken and honest, even though often he's rude. Mully and Steffke because they brought so much joy for my life with their funny posts / giveaways, even though they apparently like to pick on you.
So, if you reached this part you maybe suspect that I had my beers that I was mentioning in my first post (spoiler :) ) - long story short, people show so little of themselves to the public, and you can see so, so little about everyone else, so if you can, just complain in word, in chat for someone (as it helps, a LOT), but try to avoid that someone's first idea of seeing your profile will change would change that from "that silly girl again " to "fuck's sake, did she again had enough again?". I think I wanted something else at this point but I lost track of my own comment. Long story short: vast majority of criticism has a solid point it it, to be learned from. The remaining small percentage is to be ignored. Try find the line that separates the truth. And other wise shit and stuff. You two make harder and harder to respond without feeling that I'm quoting myself, so partially thanks for the forced practice of english and also how I need to learn to reason better :)
Oh and honestly, sorry. I forgot about this part. I'm not interested in a response about the others, I've read way too much in the random posts I've catched or got linked :\ I had enough of the pointless drama part of it - if you have anything else to say about others, feel free to here, in private, on Steam, or as you want to . Really, seriously.

Well, if you can somehow ignore whatever a person do on forums and giveaways I'm interested.

But I'll wait if someone release it.