Eyo, my husband's having a YT channel where he just finished a Gothic 2 modded run at the moment but plays other games aswell. Take a look if you want:
Twitch -- https://www.twitch.tv/gothchild
YouTube -- https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPpfQ-gPxcwIcU4XrqI1pHw
Discord server -- https://discordapp.com/invite/8qQ98RC

Happy Holidays and try to muscle through no matter how difficult life may seem now..