Since my uncle commited suicide, I know I shouldn't share something like this in here but I kind of like you guys though I don't know you I don't have anywhere else to express my self

He was only 24 years old and he is the one that got me into pc gaming, he even built my first pc back in 2003 when I was 9 years old. He was like a big brother to me and I felt really sad when I heard what he did back in 2005, and I still feel bad for that. I know I should forget the past and go on with my life but it was a hard blow to me.

I just wanna let you know that if you are thinking on commiting suicide, think it twice; I know life is hard but you will hurt a lot of people by doing so, look for help, talk to your family, friends or a professional if you have neither.

Some giveaways for wasting your time
http://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/NDvHm/boid
http://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/o1Zsx/blitzkrieg-2-anthology

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You know what, though I'm feel bad I thank him because everytime I think about ending my life I remember everything, how me and my family felt back then, that stops me and I thank him for that

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I appreciate all of your kind words

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Sorry to hear about your uncle.

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I'm sorry for the loss
He was a nice guy

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No, you're right it's never easy
But damn, for some reason i was expecting something cheerful when looking at the title

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sorry to dissapoint you

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All well and good for people to say "don't do it", but they're not the ones who actually have to contemplate the decision.

Also, suicide doesn't solve your problems, it just makes them irrelevant.

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Sorry to hear that.

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Sorry for your loss... He sounds like a cool guy

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Wow, for some reason I've missed that video of hers. Never thought I'd see her in that state.

Anyway, that's not why I started typing this comment. I just wanted to add another video that should be helpful to anyone that's depressed.

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I know how that feels... last year in november a good friend of mine comited suicide and i still cant forget it, is a hard blow, specially when is ppl near you.
Im sorry for what you are going through, is not easy, it will never be easy. At least you have something in common with your uncle, you should try to honour him playing games in his name, but i dont know, just my opinion. Im sorry for your loss.

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It's not a waste of my time. By all means, vent away.

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Sorry to hear that.
Hug

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It's true, many people are affected from a suicide. Thanks for sharing this, in my eyes it serves as a positive ripple effect from your uncles action, as I'm sure someone will read this, feel sorrowful, and will remember back to it on tough days ahead. I hope I relayed my message well. It takes courage to post what you did, and people will benefit because of it. I salute you.

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Terribly sorry for your loss and the void it has left in your heart and life. virtual hug

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I'm very sorry. It's incredibly hard for those that stay behind and have to live on without a family member or a friend. But I think those who commit suicide think other people will just go on? How untrue... hug

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Really sorry to hear that Holmes. Death is one of the hardest things to get through in life and I'll be wishing you comfort in your continuing grief. Hoping things get better/easier as time goes on. <3

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Sorry to hear about what happened with your Uncle. Life is never going to be easy for anyone. It would be a lie if someone told you it was easy. There will always be up and down. I'm glad that you can learn from what happened with your Uncle and think twice before ever deciding to hurt yourself. It doesn't end with just the person dying but there will always be a lasting affect on those close to them. Take care and enjoy life.

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all i can say, is that in time pain fades away...

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That's what people used to say... You might stop thinking about it all the time but when you remember you will still feel a tad sad. Even when you smile at the memory of good times you spend together. But I don't think it's a bad thing. I believe it only means you really cared for that person.

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Depression can be a pain in the ass to go through, sorry about your loss.

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I'm very sorry for your loss. The way you spoke about it, I can tell it still affects you deeply to this day. I hope there are help groups in your area and if you ever feel up to it, you should look into it and attend. It may sound like its not for you or you may think of 100 different reasons not to go, but believe me, being with like minded people and sharing the joys and sorrows with each other is good for the soul.

I would never tell someone to forget the past or even try to forget about someone who is/was important to you but rather learn to live with their memory instead of letting it stay inside you and not having an outlet for it. You're probably 21 years old now and your whole life is still ahead of you. Remember your uncle, think about him in positive ways but don't let the memory of how he died affect you or define who you are in negative ways.
So think about it and join a support group, even for a small period of time, because it will help. Best wishes to you and take care.

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Sorry for your loss mate, not much I can say, but kkep up being awesome ;)

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Ohhh sorry for read this :(

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another good famous example is Robin Williams. His suicide has made a lot of people who were thinking about it seek help.

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