It has been 10 years

I'm so sorry to read this but yeah - it may even teach us something... Hope You won't feel more sad as for now.

Sad to hear this :/

though let me say this, everyone has thought's about this in her/his life.

However, the "strength" of will to pull it actually through is thankfully not on everyone's mind :/

There may be times, when someone thinks this is the only option, it depends on his/her's social roundabouts, what happens to the person in question.

Some just don't have none to talk about stuff that is on their minds :(

I know this might not be of help to you, but consider it advice for the future, you might get into the same spot like your uncle.

TALK about problems, if you have no friends, USE your family.

Hugs, hugs for everyone, quality hugs, buy 3 and get 2 for free! Hugs. (That's my way to deal with the sad stuff.)

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Suicide is always hardest on those closest to missed person.

Does dying a slow death count as suicide? Cause then I qualify.

I had a cousin that comited suicide around 12 or 13 years ago.
Seeing how it affected my family made me realise at a young age that the pain a suicide causes is greater that the one the act is trying to solve.
Mis condolencias, sé lo que se siente.

No sabia que te había pasado algo así pope

Mis pésames por tu tío, se que debe estar en un lugar mejor ahora.

Y opino de que si olvides, pero solo olvides su muerte y recuerdes el bello tiempo que pasaste con el.

I'm really sorry to hear that, Holmes.. Stay strong, I'm sure your uncle want you to do the same.

I'm sorry about your uncle, dude.

The so-called ‘psychotically depressed’ person who tries to kill herself doesn’t do so out of quote ‘hopelessness’ or any abstract conviction that life’s assets and debits do not square. And surely not because death seems suddenly appealing. The person in whom invisible agony reaches a certain unendurable level will kill herself the same way a trapped person will eventually jump from the window of a burning high-rise. Make no mistake about people who leap from burning windows. Their terror of falling from a great height is still just as great as it would be for you or me standing speculatively at the same window just checking out the view; i.e. the fear of falling remains a constant. The variable here is the other terror, the fire’s flames: when the flames get close enough, falling to death becomes the slightly less terrible of two terrors. It’s not desiring the fall; it’s terror of the flames. And yet nobody down on the sidewalk, looking up and yelling ‘Don’t!’ and ‘Hang on!’, can understand the jump. Not really. You’d have to have personally been trapped and felt flames to really understand a terror way beyond falling.
-David Foster Wallace

Sometimes it helps to just let it out. Expressing yourself is a good step, and should be encouraged. However, don't feel like you need to forget the past. Remember it, grow upon it, accept it. Your uncle's memory still lives on. Whenever you game, you're honoring that memory. Every time you think about ending your own life and conquer it, you are honoring that memory.

You're already aware, and that puts you miles ahead. Remember to continue being strong, because you are.

life is not easy, but stand up and look ahead to the bright future !

I'm sorry to hear about your loss. It's always difficult to lose someone close to you, but their memory will live on forever within loved ones. Stay strong, think positive, and live life to the fullest! All the best to you and your family.

Stay strong. I know that it isn't easy.

Went to a depression myself, and wanted to commit suicide myself. That's what bullying can do, not on school but on my work.
I constantly had a voice inside my head that said jump here, crash your car there, then it's all over. Your somehow half blind, seeing only the bad things. It's a horror your going through.
Only one person noticed, and asked how I was. She helped me to find help. And I'm still grateful what she all did for me.

Now I found love, we want to get married. That would never have happened if I ended my life.

So keep going, it might be hard, But you might miss a lot if you ended it here and now.

May Your uncle rest in peace!

I'm sorry about your uncle, death is hard for families i imagine suicides are even harder to deal with but stay strong!

I thought of ending my life many times between 13-23 years old, depression is a bitch... I partied a lot and got really drunk, then smoked some weed to try to be happy with people that accepted me just as I am. Needless to say all of that never really helped me from feeling void inside and that my life was meaningless...

But you know what? I'm almost 3 years clean and sober now, I received help from a therapist and now I accepted myself, pretty much no more depression and I am grateful with all the blessings I have in my life, never been happier! Oh and I quit smoking 11 months ago, I'm still a sucker for junk food and little exercise but hey, one step at a time has taken me far so that's a goal for some other time :]

Life truly is how you decide to see it, there will always be problems but the way you face and deal with them will make all the difference in the world. I'm sorry for your loss, but I'm glad that his case teached you and somewhat gives you strength to keep going. Peace

Sorry about your loss mate.

Honestly, sometimes I think to it :)

Sorry for your uncle. Thank you for making giveaways and reminding people not to do that. Think it twice!

Sorry about your loss. Talk to your family/friends if you have any kind of problem. Suicide is never an option.
I wish you the best my friend.
Hugs

Good on you for speaking on this, well done:)

R.I.P.
Rest in Pizza.
Because Pizza > Peace.

He was young. :/ You are a cool nephew and he seemed a good man too.

"I know I should forget the past and go on with my life..."
Not necessarily. It's nothing to be ashamed of that you feel sad when a close friend or family member dies, even by suicide. You feeling sad is the only rational reaction if they're someone you loved and they meant something to you.'' You can still love him even though he's gone. Remembering the good times you had with him and what he meant to you and his other friends and family is one excellent way to keep loving him. One poor choice does not define him. He was obviously significantly more to you :)