It has been 10 years

Since my uncle commited suicide, I know I shouldn't share something like this in here but I kind of like you guys though I don't know you I don't have anywhere else to express my self

He was only 24 years old and he is the one that got me into pc gaming, he even built my first pc back in 2003 when I was 9 years old. He was like a big brother to me and I felt really sad when I heard what he did back in 2005, and I still feel bad for that. I know I should forget the past and go on with my life but it was a hard blow to me.

I just wanna let you know that if you are thinking on commiting suicide, think it twice; I know life is hard but you will hurt a lot of people by doing so, look for help, talk to your family, friends or a professional if you have neither.

Some giveaways for wasting your time
http://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/NDvHm/boid
http://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/o1Zsx/blitzkrieg-2-anthology

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You know what, though I'm feel bad I thank him because everytime I think about ending my life I remember everything, how me and my family felt back then, that stops me and I thank him for that

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I appreciate all of your kind words