Once upon a time I saw Megadeth open for Metallica
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Went to Sonisphere 2 days festival in Switzerland in 2010, saw Metallica, Slayer, Megadeth, Anthrax & Motorhead and a lot of others under a non-stop deluge of rain...
That was fun :)
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You should go to a shrink.. People probably interacted with you because you are beautiful.. Getting attention regardless whatever the reason can make you uncomfortable, at least you should know the reason, don`t be paronoid about it and make things worse.. You are just attractive.
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Been there. Been on meds too, but I really prefer not to medicate every day if I have such events maybe couple of times a year.
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You totally missed the second part he/she just told you.
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I don't feel like arguing with people over it, but "thanks" would sound as if I agreed or something. Well, of course I'm grateful. ;_;
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I don't know about the shrink part but good looking indeed. If you're not used to attention and also don't appreciate it much I'm guessing you'll start regretting posting that picture.
Edit: Forgot to add something about anxiety. I don't like to talk in front of large groups of people. But then again I don't like to talk to people in general :P
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So many *atrix people :O
Joking but I just came here to say "You can" and don't you forget it.
Edit: add another WL :x
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well see the good thing in all that ... u got to listen to some great music xD and u got a new facebroke friend
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Thanks for this thread btw xD
I have to spend about 9 hours in train tomorrow. And I'm copying some megadeth albums to my mp3 player right now. That will definitely help me to survive xD
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Did someone say memes? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
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Thats some fresh memes to go to my Kermit folder!
Yes I actually have a kermit folder
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Hah. Seriously though, I used to hate it until I discovered the more melodic variety. Some good stuff to be had, unless you're totally averse to extreme metal generally.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w62NyOPJ1-4
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Interesting. I'd consider Dimmu pretty mainstream, and somewhat on the gothy side too.
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Well... depends how you define gothy. I like more industrial/gritty whatever you call it... than those romantic black roses and lace stuff. I guess they can both be gothy, but one is the rivethead goth, and other is the victorian goth.
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Ohh dang. I'm usually super in control of every muscle because of exactly this reason, so it's like the opposite of mine.
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I thought you meant you're dropping things and being a total herpaderp. But yeah. Everyone is watching. I read somewhere there's some kind of cognitive bias about thinking that people watch you way more closely than they really do, and I do think people watch me all the time, but it's actually even worse, because even when I think like "yes, I'm in a good place where I can see everyone but no one can see me", someone jumps out behind a corner like "hi, why do you have so sad face" and I'm like waaat where did he even came from. ;_;
And especially obvious... when someone is staring you weirdly, then whispering with friend, and the friend starts staring you weirdly.
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Looks like your having PTSD from stealing supplies, hahaha just kidding. Well they are probably checking you out , since your attractive. Its normal pychological wise to have that thought that ppl are paying attention to you. What i have learned for the better is that what others think of you is non of your business. Why worry over what other ppl think, when it doesnt really matter right ^ ^
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Yeah, that's my usual thought too, but it doesn't help. The same way I'm still afraid of dark even though I don't officially believe in ghosts.
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Yeah it is unsettling to see that, but unless they show you middle fingers, I think you're good :D
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People actually watch you less than you think :) That's because everybody have some kind of social anxiety (on different levels though). You can observe that when you "watch them back" and they run with their eyes :)
Last one is obvious indeed xD Someone thinks you are atractive, but he has high level of social anxiety, so he pretends that he's not watching = staring you weirdly. If girl is staring weirdly that's probably because she wants the same Megadeth shirt (also obvious).
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Talking to strangers is the worse, especially when it's plural. I get slightly intimidated for no reason.
Were the bandz guud?
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one of my favorite Dave pics:
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There's this nice exercise for anxiety.
I needed an excuse for bumping. Close your eyes and try some relaxing tune. :)
n don't forget to practice!
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Also I had a friend who suffered of chronic anxiety and panic attacks. Gladly for him, the cause of that was physiological, his thyroid gland had some problems but with some medication he is fine and no longer suffer from that. So I recommend you to go to a Doctor and try to find physiological cause before you go to a psychologist.
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I've been to many doctors and I used to have thyroid gland thing too, but it disappeared, and even when I had it and ate the pills she prescribed, I didn't feel any differently. I've had this stuff most of my life, and will stay like that, so whatever....
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Sometimes when pills dont make a difference, a surgery to extract the thyroid could be a way to solve it, but of course I am no doctor and you probably have heard that before. Cheers homie,
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she still would still have to take medication as a substitute for her thyroid gland for the rest of her life.
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That's why I want to keep visiting events sometimes.... I've been mostly hermit for past months because no will to go out... but I don't want to turn into some kind of wild animal here alone.
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looks like you have a natural charisma! share your technique with me! :O
I used to like megadeth and these kinda songs but, at some point of my life, I just stopped to like these musics.
there's only two songs left in my playlist from that time: trust (megadeth) and illusion (trail of tears).
I still like them but not close to what I do like now... strange times, but still good :P
have a gif (which is way better than my blah blah blah) :D
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share your technique with me!
I don't even know, usually it doesn't happen...
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[...] and I swear they had some kind of conspiracy against my anxiety, because for some reason everyone talked to me.
That just means you have been the hottest chic in town, no reason for worrying ;)
ImI >_<
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I don't know much about anxiety so I won't even try saying something about that, thanks for the giveaways tho, oh and btw, I think you probably would rather not to know this but... If you google "I cant even" (without the ') in google images and sroll down like 10 times you'll see your megadeth pic...oh and I found this while doing that, it made me laugh :b
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is the internet in estonia really free and a fundamental right?
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Not that I know of... but no one stops you from taking your laptop to any mall or pub to leech theirs.
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your country has a population density of only 28/km2 no wonder you're socially anxious .
its like your ancestors only met strangers every 5 years or so. ;)
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If you've got it flaunt it let em look the fact you still manage to go to events like that shows you have a strong will you seem like a nice enough person just do you let people stare. I'm not a fan of the peoples either but if someones looking at me i'm prob gonna get bottled again
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Your thread title says you can't even...
Well can you odd?
I bet, you can so don't be discouraged .. ;)
Good nite!
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Are you related to Brittney Hayes from Unleash the Archers by any chance? :3
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I bet I could walk into that same room, wearing that exact same tank top, and get zero approaches...
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I'd approach you to tell you you have nice shirt. And actually mean that I have a nice shirt. That would be like a high five for myself through complimenting you.
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It's been kind of a stressful day in a good and bad way, so let me just rant and give away some games.
So, I won a ticket to a little gig. Nothing huge, just a 7€ thing, but anyway, trying to balance my karma here. There were bands that played Megadeth and Sepultura covers, and some OC bands too, but the main theme of the event was Megadeth's Rust In Peace. And yeah of course I wanted to wear my Megadeth shirt there, which was more like a nightgown to me so I spent the first half of the day trying to sew it into something wearable, and worrying if it will be ready in time. Managed to finish the shirt, but unluckily kind of messed up my planned hairdo so yeah more reason to be anxious over fugly hair. Did I tell you I have like probably every kind of anxiety there is? Well yeah.
Fast forward to the event, omgsomanypeople, like10oftheminthesameroom, trying to stay calm and all that. There was like 1 dude I knew and other dudes total strangers, and I swear they had some kind of conspiracy against my anxiety, because for some reason everyone talked to me. Well it was kind of cool to be not ignored as per usual but kind of scary anyway. And I even made a new Facebook friend. Still kind of anxious and weird, trying to chill down here... meanwhile, have gibses.
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/9AnZF/year-walk
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/2WpnT/bloodrayne
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/nvFWm/bloodrayne-2
Edit: I just noticed my whitelist number starts with 2 now, so throwing in a little extra, and let's make it a whitelist celebration thread, too:
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/VZ1Th/krautscape
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/gxdwi/grapple
You can post memes, gifs or anything cool. Especially stuff about Megadeth or anxiety.
Pic related, this is my anxiety-ridden face in Megadeth shirt, so everyone at the party could have a reason to ask me about my face, or my music taste.
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