Youtube help for giveaways.

Please read all of this before posting anything harsh.

This probably gets posted eighteen times a day here so here's a very short summary:

I used to have a channel.
I had it because I miss the days of controller sharing single player games with friends.
When I was young I used to watch my friends play and talk to them about it, and vice versa.
My anxiety made it too hard to press on with the original channel.
I took some time off to start helping myself. I got a job, did some life stuff.
I have money now.
I lost my job. I'm searching for a new one. This time I'm feeling positive.
I've started my channel over and this time I've sunk funds in, bought equipment, learned to compress and process my content.
I would very much like -- not just attention -- but people who want to do the thing I said about talking while watching.
For that, I need to reach people. For that, I need subs. For that, I need quality content and active comment sections for me to participate in.

Extra details for people who are still reading:

I am asking if anyone here would be nice enough to visit my channel, keep an eye on it, or maybe just engage with me and help me get better at it. I'm not after Pewdiepie status but something smaller and more two-way communicative would be perfect. Right now, I'm playing my favourite videogame of all time (Doom). Next month I'm playing Shadow Warrior 2. I do anything else in between. I'm open to suggestions, and I also have the Quakes, Wolfensteins, Serious Sams, Blood, hexen, SW, Bioshock, Half Life, System Shock, Killing Floor, Painkiller, Metroid franchises to go through, most of which I've never been able to play before.

I'm not much of a joker, though I'm goofy af. And like I said, I haven't played many of these so you'll be watching me get owned by games while I get used to them.

THIS IS NOT A HIT AND RUN AD. In fact, I'll be putting the majority of my tradelist up as giveaways here (I have nothing I want to trade them for), alongside a bunch of other games now and then (whatever I can afford to spare while unemployed, like Skyrims and Fallouts). I'm not forcing people who don't like the above to subscribe. The bottom line is IF YOU THINK WHAT I PROPOSE SOUNDS FUN, PLEASE CONSIDER HELPING ME OUT.

One day i'd like to letsplay glitch and hacked roms, classic NES/SNES/N64 games, 3DS games (jesus christ a 3DS with capture card costs more than a PS4) and PSX/GCN. I'd like to have a proper studio set-up, a few regular friends to play co-op with, learn to loosen up and be naturally funny, and not succumb to fake enthusiasm and energy drink endorsement caps.

My channel is here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCAkADlM_UGaEllezc8jqG_g

Thank you.

(Commence flaming. WIth the amount of poor quality wannabe channels and drama currently on youtube, I expect it.)