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To anyone who needs to hear this, you're not a problem and you did nothing wrong. People just suck, so stop beating yourself down.
It's just hard to convince myself. Cause it feels like it doesn't matter if I was a problem or not if I don't get the result I was hoping for in the end.
Like it doesn't matter what I went through as long as I succeed. But it's hard enough to simply keep up with others.
So it boils down to not thinking myself as a problem. But again, I myself don't believe it.
So I feel shit anyway.
You're right, it's not easy to convince yourself you're not the problem when you spent so much time thinking otherwise. But believe me, it's possible. It doesn't happen overnight, and you'll still fall into the same traps many times over the course of this change. You'll still cry, and you'll still feel like not getting up out of bed. But you have to push through and keep this thought on your mind, that you're not a problem and it's not your fault. And eventually, eventually, you'll start believing it and seeing things for what they really are. You'll start to see the mistakes that people made with you, and not the other way around. You'll stop idolizing people that are actually shit. And then, well, it just gets better from there. Hang in there.
It takes time. It takes tremendous effort and you have to accept that you'll need to get out of the comfort and familiarity of putting yourself down. But it can be done and it's worth it.
you are very right.
i think i needed to read something like this today, it is not often, but it always makes me think about my life when I read something like this
thankyou <3
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It's just hard to convince myself. Cause it feels like it doesn't matter if I was a problem or not if I don't get the result I was hoping for in the end.
Like it doesn't matter what I went through as long as I succeed. But it's hard enough to simply keep up with others.
So it boils down to not thinking myself as a problem. But again, I myself don't believe it.
So I feel shit anyway.
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You're right, it's not easy to convince yourself you're not the problem when you spent so much time thinking otherwise. But believe me, it's possible. It doesn't happen overnight, and you'll still fall into the same traps many times over the course of this change. You'll still cry, and you'll still feel like not getting up out of bed. But you have to push through and keep this thought on your mind, that you're not a problem and it's not your fault. And eventually, eventually, you'll start believing it and seeing things for what they really are. You'll start to see the mistakes that people made with you, and not the other way around. You'll stop idolizing people that are actually shit. And then, well, it just gets better from there. Hang in there.
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man, i wish i could actually accept that advice and put it into work
I guess my brain isn't compatible with that feeling
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It takes time. It takes tremendous effort and you have to accept that you'll need to get out of the comfort and familiarity of putting yourself down. But it can be done and it's worth it.
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you are very right.
i think i needed to read something like this today, it is not often, but it always makes me think about my life when I read something like this
thankyou <3
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Happy cake day!
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thankyou a lot ^w^
i hope you have a nice day <3
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Damn, that description though.. Thanks
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Thank you kindly, SomeoneTookMyUsernam! Downloading the game right now. :)
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