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All right, I send an e-mail to the winner. Here comes some sentimental stuff and I don't even know why did I wrote those words, but whatever. Read it if you want.

Well, I'm quite depressed right now. My career as an electrical engineer student doesn't go very well right now, and I'm pretty poor so it's a big challenge to eat a good meal here in Budapest. Of course I don't have any time to get a part time job or anything, I don't even have the time to play my favourite games. These are physical problems, and they don't disturb me as much as the problems with my soul. Having that plain hollowness inside me just makes my soul ache. The problem is that I'm that kind of person whose only wish is to have a family. A wife who can love me as greatly as I am able to love. Someone, who is only a chunk of meat full of emptyness without me as I am without her. My friend, the only person who I can really call a friend told me, that this is really wierd that I think about things like that at an early age of eighteen. She is maybe right, but I can't think of anything what could make me happy. And this thing makes me restless. I live my days in fear, that I can never find that woman. Well, this giveaway is the symbol of giving away my fear. Trying to loosen up this gripping feeling around my heart, trying to feel a bit better and calmer. Someone told me once that people have to be patient and then they will get the things that fate sealed for them, and I want to believe it, but hell, this is the most painful waiting in my whole life.

Thanks and good luck

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Cheers! :)

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Thanks.

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Nando, I did read it all and I wish for you these things that you need. I must say you are young to carry such expectations, and I hope you don't rush into something just to settle. My best wishes to you in your journey. Don't live your life in fear. Thanks for this giveaway!

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+1 you've stolen the words i wanted to say :D

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+1000

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Tanks. :)

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thx

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Thanks

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Good luck nandoo, thanks for sharing, hopefully the new year fares better for you.

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Read it. The only advice I can give you, is..

Go out. Met people. Work out. Find yourself new hobbies.
Dont focus youself on finding a woman so much.
Time will come. And if you're working on yourself and being a great person, inevitable a woman will come into your life.
I'm only 26 but what i've learned from past relationships, is that:
Don't take everything in love too seriously, be playful, don't force yourself into flirts if you're unsure about your own self.
Find ways to push your ego. After that everything will become natural, and you'll be fine.
Cheers mate.

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+1 That is a good advice.

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Hope you feel better buddy.

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hope you will find her soon

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THX nandoo :)

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thx....I nearly had tears in my eyes. I felt the same way - also had problems in school and had to study for one more year, but in that year I realized what I really want. I tried to find happiness in myself. And it worked! I finished the shool and now I can make myself happy in minutes, no matter what the circumstances. If you find what you are good at and improve, you will become more confident and happy. Maybe try to workout or to dance to your favourite music. And when you will be happy you will spred it and atrract other positive people to your life. Dont consetrate on what is bad but what is good. There always is something! For example I even enjoy every meal and every time I go to sleep :). I wish you the best!

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Thanks

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thx!

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thx and good luck

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man i read it all, and i wish the best for you, dont forget that the problems and hard times makes us in the future a greater person

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Thanks!

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thanks.good luck man and dont give up. cheers

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Thanks

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Thanks, and what i can say,which i don't know if is good or bad advice, is to let it happen... Nothing good comes when you force something like that. Also,i wish you good luck about your career problems,i hope you get along with what you need soon.
Cheers

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Ironically enough your wish is my own though I am a bit older but still in the college scene. I have adopted a path of fate that can sometimes have things lined up but you also have to make an effort to change the path if you wish to. If you seek companionship there are multiple avenues even online dating (which there is nothing to be ashamed about in such a thing, life can be hell a busy). I wish you the best of luck in both your studies and finding someone who can fill that void.

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ty

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Thanks for the giveaway!

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