It's not a fierce hatred, in fact, I love the game. It's just that I wasn't actually "Playing" it. I was addicted to trading, and I wound up having too much stuff, and I turned into a selfish (Pardon my language) Dick, so in order to counteract it, I created a give-away group, I gave away tons of stuff. But the market kept shifting, my group wasn't very popular, and I was giving away a lot more than I could make. So I sold all my items for 6, or 7 games, and then gave away the rest. So yes, TF2 trading is the reason I left. (And I'm proud of it)