Dear Rita,
I can't even imagine trough what pain you have to go through in your life. But I know what it feels like to have depressions, thoughts of suicide and so on. But, as you may see now, there's always at least one person who cares for you and would go through hell only to see you smile once again. I hope you found peace whereever you are now.

Happy Birthday! 🎂

And here is a song for you!