An apology.

Never had the displeasure of experiencing your a-hole side and I guess that's attributed to your ongoing change of mindset, so as far as I can tell, you already changed your behaviour and that's pretty good progress, isn't it? So don't be so hard on yourself, just keep at it and I'm sure you'll get lots of positive responses. =) and you desperately need those to overcome your feelings of self-hatred

I don't know you. I don't know what you did. I don't know what you do about your condition, if you seek professional help or something like that (if not, you should).

But I do know that apologizing and admitting your own mistakes goes a long way. It is the first step (perhaps the hardest one) to get better or to become a better person. So, if you are sincere, congratulations on that.

Anyway, here's a small, humble bump.

Your are on my whitelist for reasons I can't remember so you can't be too bad I suppose. But I only read discussions from time to time so perhaps I missed something.

Regardless, good for you for apologizing for whatever it was you did.

Hey, don't hate yourself. You can dislike some of your past actions/habits/ways of thinking, but separate those from who you are.

Also, I've never had a beef with you.

You've never made it to my blacklist, though I think, that you've got my attention quite a few times. Coming out like this, I wish you the best luck in dealing with your problems. Everyone makes mistakes, or gets lost at some point in hers/his life... it is most important however, if we are willing to deal with those mistakes, and how we are about to do so. It's also very hard to break out of old habits, so some slips are to be expected. I hope, that folks, that you have previously annoyed, will give you some leeway and a chance for a fresh start. Taking into the account the way in which you have reacted to the criticism of another of your recent threads, I think, that you deserve it.

And, yes (looking at the post just above mine), learn not to hate yourself. Whatever we hate, we are much more likely to destroy, than to repair. You need to accept your weakness first, to be able to understand it's roots, and then to work on improving things. Forcing yourself to change things without this understanding can work short term, but in the long term the pressure will stay the same, and just another part will shortly give up.

Well realizing that we made a mistake is already a pretty big first step and apologizing is not always easy so you're up to a great start.
Not that you ever did anything to me but I'm sure whoever this is directed at will appreciated:)
Life is hard even more so when you suffer psychological disorder or even depression and we all have our bad days...
Don't beat yourself up too much, you're action don't necessarily define you since you can always change them!

Blacklist removal noted. Apology accepted.

You've only ever been neutral/positive in our interactions. Sorry to hear that you're feeling remorse for some actions, but glad to hear you're actively working on yourself at least enough to apologize.

Good work, my dude.

Don't be so hard on yourself. If you see all the positive things in this community, it would be great to get you strength out of it. Of course there are some people misbehaving, but for them you are an good example to stand up for it. Thanks for inspiring!

We all suffer from something that what make us special and unique
the fact that we keep struggling make us better and better
Be strong and kind with yourself. Asking like you do requires a lot of courage i admire that
You have been in my WL for long time :-)

don't be so hard on yourself. we're all humans capable of making mistakes. what's important is that you can take a step back and be truly aware of your actions/decisions so you can right them when necessary. take care of your health, i wish you (and everyone else) the best.

I kind of get where you are, but maybe it's not your condition that pushed you to post such rude stuff but rather pressure from the society you grew up in

I like you for who you are and I don't get offended by something on internet. Without people like you, everything will become too sanitized.

Lol, why do you even apologies? You're actually one of a few people I like and respect opinion on this site. Don't bend your knee to whiny people, you can't please them anyway.

Be careful who you apologize to, for some, it won't ever be enough, other than opening an opportunity to criticise your past behaviour.
don't give them material.

I'm not sure what I missed out on, but, I haven't really seen anything all that bad posted by you. Though, I guess we are in a time where people are trying to find reasons to be offended by just about everything. I really don't get it. 😕

Unless you were really being hurtful, you don't have all that much to apologize for.

I've never found you that bad but I don't spend much time here so maybe I haven't seen a lot of the stuff you post. Good one you for trying to better yourself though you may find it to be a long road.

sometimes i park in handicap spaces and watch handicap people make handicap faces.
im an asshole and proud of it.
no apology
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UrgpZ0fUixs

You are already in my whitelist. You remain there because you gave me no reason to remove you. If you attack me personally, or if I you say/do something very different than my core ethics, I will remove you.
You will get banned from the support faster than my reaction though. I am like a ToS.
XD

Bump and thank you.

ok