I'm in a lot of pain.

I don't have my beloved mom anymore...

This winter is so cold...

I wanted to make a topic dedicated to the New Year or my Birthday or...
But now the whole life has lost its colors..

And I don't want anything and I don't know how to live on...

F"ck...
Excuse me...

I'll just lay out what I prepared. Let it please someone.

Because my upcoming Birthday will definitely not bring me joy..
On February 17, I will be sad, as I have been all these days...

Choose something of these:

- ❄️ - ❄️ - ❄️ - ❄️ -

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I drink sedatives every night and I'm afraid to sleep. I feel very bad and hurt.
Forgive me, those who read this... I just have almost no one to share my pain with... 😢

My mom's name was Elena.
If any of you want to, commemorate her or just wish her to get into the Kingdom of Heaven.

She was the kindest, most gentle and most sympathetic person in the world. There are very few such people at all. She helped even strangers and was always very kind-hearted and sensitive ❤️

It hurts me to tears that evil people continue to live, and such a bright and kind person is no longer with us...

Excuse me..
I'm in a lot of pain..
My tears have been flowing for many days in a row.... 🌧

Listen to this music - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tLrljU2D3ys

It's as light and tender as my dear mom Elena... ✨

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Мои соболезнования, терять любимых всегда больно, во взрослом возрасте ещё больнее.
Но главное, что приятные воспоминания останутся с нами, и человек останется в сердце.

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profoundly sorry for you... May you find appeasement with time and become stronger even if you already are. Take time, then be careful with medication if you take it on long term.
I'm sure Elena is welcomed in heaven by the way she deserves. Wish eternal peace for your mom and for you to get over your pain.

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sorry for your loss m1ka!

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I'm so sorry for your loss. :(

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I'm sorry for your loss

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i fully understand your pain, my birthday was a few days ago, lost my mom almost 40 days ago
similarly to yours, it wasnt covid, however everyone on the phone would ask was it from covid, was she vaccinated etc.
its definetly not making things easier
however, the only thing you can do is move on, i know its very hard, i spent a few nights crying instead of sleeping, throughout the day i would either be out with friends or just think about her, but thats pretty much inevitable
its been over a month now, they say time heals all wounds, i disagree with that, nothing ever heals, you just learn to live with the pain, thats what i am trying to do and i think i m getting there eventually

may our mothers meet in heaven and have a good time up there, and we live a good long happy life down here

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Condolences.

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I'm sorry for your loss :(

2 years ago
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Sorry for your loss. She would like to see you happy nonetheless.
i know it is easy to say but keep it in mind as much as possible. (i lost my father some years ago and it still hurts)
Stay strong and happy in her memory

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I am sorry for your loss!
I know how words fall short when we wish to express what we feel in a situation like this. My mother is thankfully still alive, but sadly, my youngest brother left us at the young age of two, ten years ago. He had cancer. He beat it, after two operations, but after that, his weakened immune-system got into contact with some kind of virus, presumably from another patient in the clinic where he was treated. It led to pneumonia, his condition started to worsen very fast and in a few days, he died.
A little child, merely two years old. A pure, otherwise happy little soul, who did not hurt anyone. It was hard to wrap my head around it. I had similar thoughts like you. How comes mean spirited, straight up villainous people live their life carefree, while innocent people leave us too early...
After such a long time, I think I have my answer. Its nothing personal. This is just how things are. Its reality running its course, without any regard to who we are.
I dont know what will be your answer, it may very well differ from mine, but time will help. It wont solve everything, the pain will always remain, but if this part of grief is anything universal, it will help to endure in the long run.
May your mother rest in peace and I wish you strength in these hard times!

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I'm sorry for your loss
get well

2 years ago
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It's always heartbreaking to lose someone important in your life. I went through that past year. While the persons involved were different, and you and me are different, probably we can relate our feelings. My most sincere best wishes for you in these hard times.

2 years ago
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I'm sorry for your loss. My deep condolences.

When I think about people I lost I like to listen to this.

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I'm so sorry for your loss.

I hope she will make it.

https://youtu.be/VOJqRknAKVE

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I dont know what to say mate....These hard times will pass...I....sorry for your loss man.

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Sorry to hear that, mate. I hope you end up feeling better :(

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Bump...
...Um, I'm sorry, I really don't know how to respond to this...
Nothing I (some random stranger on the Internet) can say could possibly make you feel better...
Well... um... at least she won't have to deal with our crappy world anymore, right?... Ugh, that sounded awful... I'm really sorry.

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Now days, i feel that this is the best wish a person can give... We are destroying our daily lives...

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Have hope that in the near future everything will get better. It may last longer or shorter, but if you keep going sooner or later everything will change for the better.

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If there is a heaven, I hope your mom is over there, living her life's best memories on repeat.
Don't worry that you are sad, you are not alone in this sadness. So many people are sad, and fighting for another day.
Just don't give up. I have experienced pain and I see that someday you wake up, and it just hurts less.
Then you can live that day a little easier, and then it repeats. It may never go away completely, but it will hurt less. Eventually...
I am sorry for your loss, but please take care of yourself as much as you can. You are precious as well.

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😥😥😥

💖👉🐑

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My condolences :(

/hug

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I'm really sorry for your loss, may she rest in peace.

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