I'm in a lot of pain.

I don't have my beloved mom anymore...

This winter is so cold...

I wanted to make a topic dedicated to the New Year or my Birthday or...
But now the whole life has lost its colors..

And I don't want anything and I don't know how to live on...

F"ck...
Excuse me...

I'll just lay out what I prepared. Let it please someone.

Because my upcoming Birthday will definitely not bring me joy..
On February 17, I will be sad, as I have been all these days...

Choose something of these:

- ❄️ - ❄️ - ❄️ - ❄️ -

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I drink sedatives every night and I'm afraid to sleep. I feel very bad and hurt.
Forgive me, those who read this... I just have almost no one to share my pain with... 😢

My mom's name was Elena.
If any of you want to, commemorate her or just wish her to get into the Kingdom of Heaven.

She was the kindest, most gentle and most sympathetic person in the world. There are very few such people at all. She helped even strangers and was always very kind-hearted and sensitive ❤️

It hurts me to tears that evil people continue to live, and such a bright and kind person is no longer with us...

Excuse me..
I'm in a lot of pain..
My tears have been flowing for many days in a row.... 🌧

Listen to this music - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tLrljU2D3ys

It's as light and tender as my dear mom Elena... ✨

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2 years ago*

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So so sorry for your loss. May you (and your family) find peace and comfort in these hard times, from each other or from other unexpected places.

2 years ago
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Your mom will always live on in your heart, it may sound impossible now, but you'll find the strength to continue on, day by day.
In the meantime I'm sending you all my love 💖

2 years ago
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rip Elena, losing a mother is one of the toughest, and sounds like she went earlier than expected. Embrace your sorrow, but remember life will move on .

2 years ago
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I am very sorry for your loss.

2 years ago
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Sorry to hear that, my friend. I know that feeling, due pandemic i lost 2 people. You need to find the strenght to continue your journey in life. Don't trust pills and stuff to numb your pain, it's okay. Feel your body, don't listen too much to your inner voice, and if you feeling lonely - reach out to someone in real life if you have any relatives, if don't - see some people on the road.
И да, английский всегда полезен. Поэтому привет тебе из Уфы!

2 years ago*
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My sincere condolences, m1ka. What Progressive said is very true. Push thru the pain, but don't succumb to it. Allow yourself to grieve and when you feel the time is right talk with someone. You are not alone. There are people that love and cherish you.

2 years ago
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I'm very sorry for your loss.

2 years ago
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Sorry wish her to go to a better place and for you to heal with time hug

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I am very sorry for the loss of your mother, Try not to depend on sleeping pills, lean on people around you, friends or if you need support, here you can find support to cope with the pain, think that you are not alone. I hope you spend your birthday in the best possible way 🙏💐🌺🌻🌼🌷🌹💝

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