100 days: i miss you +GA

Well, hello SG. So today on the 18 of Jan, 2 days after my cakeday and 4 days after my mum's, is the 100 day anniversary thingy to my mum's passing. Idk about you guys but my mum was the best i could wish for. she was always forgiving and protective of me and loved me to death literally. She didn't even scold me when i busted a good $100+ on steam without her permission. She had suffered from depression and had voices in her head telling her not-so-good stuff. I loved her and even though we fought none of my family ever expected this to happen.
I have depression too. XD everyday i wonder why i live and games make me happy. Anything that helps me think of something else helps. But at least i know I'm not going to be killing myself anytime or whatever. I'm depressed, not suicidal. So anyway, This was a big blow to me even now and nice comments are always welcome.

Why I'm even making this is because I want to spread the message to help others. Or if you're feeling down yourself then reach out for a close friend or family member. They won't judge you. The only reason why I'm alive is because i reached out for my close friend (now gf) and she helped me and stayed by me through everything. Also no matter how dark things are now, just remember that someone, even if you think no one does, someone still loves you and cares about you. Don't take your own life suddenly, please. It will cause your loved ones and friends to be without closure and sadness for a very long time. I will never forget her and i will always love her. Right now, I'm actually pretty young. XD so this is really really impacting me and my studies. If this even helps one person (though its pretty shit) to realise they're not total wastes of life then it's done it job. If it hasn't then I'm just gonna be another failure again. XD

Anyway, Here's a Lil' GA for you guys. Sorry that it's region locked, not my option. :( Linkylink

Love~ LolaBozz