I wish you all the best moving forward in your life. π
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Bumping, taking a break, more will come.
Thanks to all of you for your greetings.
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Sounds like one hell of a journey you had. Keep fighting the good fight my friend. Your kindness and generosity to random strangers even after facing such hardships is admirable, and pretty inspiring.
Since you mention being pretty broke, is there anything I can help you with? When's the last time you had a good meal? I'm not sure if I'm able to, but if you aren't too far away in some foreign country (I'm in Canada) I could try ordering you a pizza (or other preferred food delivery) from a local place. Consider it a random Christmas gift.
Hit me up on Steam if you'd like that, so we can discuss the details.
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Thank you, I'm not that broke, I can even afford cooking for friends and going out for a dinner out every once in a while. I can afford a basic life (and I'm working on improving that on my own), I just can't afford extras and also have to spare for car maintenance due late winter. I did have a hard time, but I kept my job during all this time.
I appreciate the offer, very thank you, but I must refuse.
Finally, I remember you! Don't remember why, but you must have done something nice for me to remember you this far. In fact, you are in my WL from a long time.
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I was very active on SG a couple of years back and I did lot of events/giveaway threads etc back then. Might be where you remember me from. I'm no longer very active aside from my yearly Christmasifying/Spookifying threads and occasional browsing/comment here and there. In any case, I appreciate the whitelist! <3
Good to hear you're working hard towards a better future. My best wishes in your future endeavors! Happy holidays. :)
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Merry christmas and wish you all the best for the future.. Take care mate! :)
Bump!
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be safe and good luck to you! Thanks for GA's
merry christmas!
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I wish you the best and hope you will have a wonderful christmas.
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All the best for your future path Pluffle and merry christmas.
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you're talking like a grandpa but you're still young (i suppose) so wish you best things to come mate and enjoy what you like to do (make music)
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Happy holidays and good luck with your health and future.
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Thanks for the gifts and good luck in the music! ππΈπΉ
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Happy holidays and good luck with the music, you can do it.
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Ξ΅-Ξ΅-γΎ( γΞγ)γ [πWelcome back to SG Communityπ] γ½(βΟβ )γ-Ξ-Ξ
It has been more or less a difficult time for the residents of various SGs in the last two years...
If you are doing something that enjoy, then are happyπ
I've had a "bad" year, so I'm spending my days thinking that if I win the lottery before Christmas, I'll contribute to SG again.π
Thank you ππ Happy Holiday(*p'Ξ'q)βͺγ γγβ«πΈβͺπ·πΉβͺπΊβ«π»β¬γπ¦π
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Glad to hear you're getting back to your better self and may 2022 bring you more happy and joyful times. All the best in your upcoming life.
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I saw this quote in a review for Fran bow(didn't played it but i will eventually) "Between fear and guilt, i choose happiness".Made me think.
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hey, thank you for your honesty and unique self. it's good to hear that you've come out of the other side of yourself self-reflective and positive and I hope you stay that way! have a wonderful holiday season, however that may resonate with you and thank you for existing, though I don't know you!
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Gratz on getting (hopefully) on the right track for possibly the rest of your young life :).
Middle twenties seem to be a very good age to get rid of unwanted side effects of being in different ways "educated", often for worse, than for better, and of early experiments with an adult life. Also, let me point out, that depression should not always be seen as a sickness per say, but very often should be seen just as a circumstantial occurrence (like in a case of mourning after someone's death). Words, that we use in a way often recreate us with time, so that's the only part of your post, that you may want to think about reconsidering. Cheers :).
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Thank you for your words.
You do know your psychology and/or you had a similar experience.
Not sure it can be read across the lines, but I am grateful for my depression. I did lose a lot, but It also gave me the possibility to understand a lot of people and definitely a lot of myself. I couldn't see it at the time, but, I was living my life trying to act as the opposite of my personality.
I was taught that I have to do stuff and provide for myself and that you need money, I am grateful about that, but I was never taught how to enjoy life, how not to kill yourself and how to find people to keep with you. I had to teach those things myself.
I do appreciate what I learned, it was excruciatingly tiring and tore my brain apart.
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I hope your recovery keeps going well; and regardless of anything else, I hope you have a good Christmas.
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Merry Christmas and I wish you all the best for the future.
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Hello,
It's been a while.
I've been mentally sick. I've been good. I've been through all kinds of emotions in these 3 years. Lots of sweat and tears, lots of fights, lots of therapy hours. LOTS of fatigue.
But I did heal (let's say so) by no loger going to therapy, fighting with the girl I was going out with and deciding to "switch off" all emotions. I did actually recover my personaity, that is indeed what books and experts consider to be the last thing you get back while recovering from depression.
Now I'm kind of living my life in a happy-go-lucky state, resolving my problems as they come, doing what I want with what I have.
I did get in touch with my inner self well more, which was the purpose of this 3yo trip inside my head and shaved away most of the superficialty that I earned by doing jack shit of my life for 26 years, so "I got that going for me" as said by Bill Murray. Hopefully starting to release PC produced music by the end of 2022. Not going to self-promote. Not even if asked.
I don't expect anyone to remember me, I've never been a huge contributor wordswise. But I did pass my days on this site in the good ol' days and I do have fond memories of this (once) wholesome community (that hopefully keeps being as wholesome).
I've gotten kinda broke ultimately, since moving alone and getting screwed by the landlord of my former apartment, last year. I AM recovering, but I won't be doing many christmas RL gifts, so...
Kinda felt the need to give something to the world, so I decided, since I drastically reduced my playing time, to give away everything still in my Humble account. I'll most likely be gone after delivering all, next Christmas night, realistically speaking. Sorry about that. Not a fan of goodbyes, but I am a fan of realistic speeches.
Most of what you'll find are old games. Well, maybe all of what you'll find. But hopefully you'll find something you like.
Enjoy and Merry Christmas.
The following GAs are going to be private.
Street Fighter V
Dirt Rally 2.0
Shadow of War
Two-Point Hospital
Okami HD
Frostpunk
F1 2019 (looks like this one is the anniversary edition, but unsure.)
Battle Chasers : Nightwar
Turok
The following won't.
Dirt Rally 2 Porsche 911 DLC
Dirt Rally 2 Opel Manta 400 DLC
Dirt Rally 2 H2 RWD DLC
Whispers of a Machine
Trailmakers
Them's Fighting Herds
SHENZHEN I/O
Project Warlock
Book of Demons
Cryofall
Eliza
Night Call
Diaries of a Spaceport Janitor
SIMULACRA
Frostpunk The Rifts DLC
Exapunks
AI WAR 2
COD: WWII
NEW BATCH OF GAs (Ending Jan 1st 2022 00:00):
Invite Only:
Sonic Mania
Sonic Mania (2nd GA, sorry, I just discovered I had 2 keys)
God's Trigger
Guacamelee! 2
Crazy Taxi
Surgeon Simulator (Anniversary Ed. Content)
GRID 2 (Read description before entering the GA)
Metal Gear V GZ
Metal Gear V TPP
Cities: Skylines + after dark
For all:
SYNTHETIK
Evergarden
11-11 Memories Retold
BATTLETECH
BATTLETECH - Flashpoint
BATTLETECH - Shadow Hawk Pack
The Spiral Scouts
Planet Alpha
Override: Mech City Brawl
Puss!
Avernum 3: Ruined World
Squad (Apparently from the Early Access Era in 2019)
MOTHERGUNSHIP
State of Mind
Hover
Binary domain
Streets of Rage
OlliOlli2
Alpha Protocol
Stronghold Crusader 2
Operation Flashpoint: Red River
Zombie Army Trilogy
Immortal Redneck
Purrfect Date
Neurovoider
Sonic Adventure 2: Battle
Asdivine Hearts
Knights of Pen & Paper +1 Ed.
Full list coming soon... There a lot more stuff, updating in the next days. Enjoy.
EDIT: Thank you all for all the kind words. I can see how this community still kept being the most wholesome place where the sun doesn't reach. It warms my heart, it's hard to see something actually remain the same after all the changing in the world, it makes me want to reply to all and consume all my time (which I don't have enough, so I'll have to skip doing that)
Still updating, tho, the GAs are not finished. If I don't finish in time I'll consider doing a second branch as a Happy New Year event.
You'll see a cat tax when I'm truly finished.
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