Thank you for the goodbye presents, and I'm happy that you've finally found your way forward. I wish you all the best for a brighter future. Thank you for being here. ♥
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Even if our paths don't cross again, I hope you find enjoyment from your life as you continue through your journey. I am extremely happy you were able to overcome your depression. Good luck, and I hope to hear from you again soon :)
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Wish you the best and happy early Merry Christmas. I'm glad you are healing. I been going through a lot and things have gotten worse by the day. It is a lot to take it and trying to find that light at the end of the tunnel or seeing if there is a hand that will pull you out of the darkness. I do honestly wish you the best and glad you are able to figure out how to cope with things better now.
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Endure.
I think you are far into the journey junding from your speech.
Remember everything can be overcome eventually and there's a fix to everything, even in these confused times, and even in the worst of your eventually confused moment.
Endure and ask for help if you need to. There's nothing bad in asking for help. Just carefully select who you ask, if you have choices.
Merry christmas to you. :)
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Believe me, you ARE solving something. You may be just so confused and sleep deprived that you can't distinct on what and maybe your in-conscious mind is chasing your conscious.
"Remember that you are doing something even when you're doing nothing" is basically what meditation teaches.Maybe you just don't consider what you are doing, this capitalistic society needs but does not like thinkers and imaginators and when you are both you get discriminated.
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Im glad u are able to move forward with your life after all the turmoil u went through. I wish u a better life full of happiness, good health and prosperity with great people in it! :)
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GET WELL
I hope you get all the best wishes this community has for you !
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Oh dear, I'm sorry you had gone through such harsh times. I just stumbled across one of your giveaways and saw the link to this, after reading it I couldn't move away without leaving a comment.
I wish you all the best in life and with whatever project you endeavor and glad to know you have overcome and made improvements. Also it's very kind of you to give away to the world and to share your experience. Keep up the good work and enjoy your life! warm hugs
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I wish you the very best, my friend. Try to forget what has passed - focus on the future and what you can do with it.
If you ever need someone to message, maybe express what you're thinking, or just to tell how your day went, feel more than welcome to contact me on Steam. And if you ever decide to come back to the community you'll be more than welcome. Merry christmas!
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Thank you for your offer. I made friends along the journey, very precious true friends that I will never want to leave. I also learned how to be a better firend.
Of course everything comes with a cost, I also lost more friends than I made, but the ones that remain will always be in my heart. One even declared that even if she wanted, she couldn't leave, as we are bound by "the invisible wire that's knotted on the pinky" the night that I - uh - challenged her to leave.
So I do not "need" it, but I might want it.
Not refusing. Who knows what might happen in life.
Merry chirstmas to you too. :)
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Door is open mate. Reality is just a very simple narrative intertwined with very complex facts.
I'm same as you - I bleed, I cry, I laugh, I try my best every morning. Doesn't always work. But I do enjoy a giveaway :)
One thing I can tell you - listen to what people say. You might be surprised if you read the in-betweens. ;)
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Ahah, I get what you say.
There has been something in the past, but it didn't last.
We know each other so much that we actually told one another that we couldn't be romantically together, but we'll be bound forever. I helped her and my roommate go together. She helped me and the girl I mentioned in the post. She helped me with my depression, I'm helping her with her.
We are like brother and sister, but I call her sister, she calls me "deep acquaintance" XD.
Only 4 years in, she's the friend I always wanted, and we will always keep each other.
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Sounds like you're headed in a good direction, keep it up.
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Hello,
It's been a while.
I've been mentally sick. I've been good. I've been through all kinds of emotions in these 3 years. Lots of sweat and tears, lots of fights, lots of therapy hours. LOTS of fatigue.
But I did heal (let's say so) by no loger going to therapy, fighting with the girl I was going out with and deciding to "switch off" all emotions. I did actually recover my personaity, that is indeed what books and experts consider to be the last thing you get back while recovering from depression.
Now I'm kind of living my life in a happy-go-lucky state, resolving my problems as they come, doing what I want with what I have.
I did get in touch with my inner self well more, which was the purpose of this 3yo trip inside my head and shaved away most of the superficialty that I earned by doing jack shit of my life for 26 years, so "I got that going for me" as said by Bill Murray. Hopefully starting to release PC produced music by the end of 2022. Not going to self-promote. Not even if asked.
I don't expect anyone to remember me, I've never been a huge contributor wordswise. But I did pass my days on this site in the good ol' days and I do have fond memories of this (once) wholesome community (that hopefully keeps being as wholesome).
I've gotten kinda broke ultimately, since moving alone and getting screwed by the landlord of my former apartment, last year. I AM recovering, but I won't be doing many christmas RL gifts, so...
Kinda felt the need to give something to the world, so I decided, since I drastically reduced my playing time, to give away everything still in my Humble account. I'll most likely be gone after delivering all, next Christmas night, realistically speaking. Sorry about that. Not a fan of goodbyes, but I am a fan of realistic speeches.
Most of what you'll find are old games. Well, maybe all of what you'll find. But hopefully you'll find something you like.
Enjoy and Merry Christmas.
The following GAs are going to be private.
Street Fighter V
Dirt Rally 2.0
Shadow of War
Two-Point Hospital
Okami HD
Frostpunk
F1 2019 (looks like this one is the anniversary edition, but unsure.)
Battle Chasers : Nightwar
Turok
The following won't.
Dirt Rally 2 Porsche 911 DLC
Dirt Rally 2 Opel Manta 400 DLC
Dirt Rally 2 H2 RWD DLC
Whispers of a Machine
Trailmakers
Them's Fighting Herds
SHENZHEN I/O
Project Warlock
Book of Demons
Cryofall
Eliza
Night Call
Diaries of a Spaceport Janitor
SIMULACRA
Frostpunk The Rifts DLC
Exapunks
AI WAR 2
COD: WWII
NEW BATCH OF GAs (Ending Jan 1st 2022 00:00):
Invite Only:
Sonic Mania
Sonic Mania (2nd GA, sorry, I just discovered I had 2 keys)
God's Trigger
Guacamelee! 2
Crazy Taxi
Surgeon Simulator (Anniversary Ed. Content)
GRID 2 (Read description before entering the GA)
Metal Gear V GZ
Metal Gear V TPP
Cities: Skylines + after dark
For all:
SYNTHETIK
Evergarden
11-11 Memories Retold
BATTLETECH
BATTLETECH - Flashpoint
BATTLETECH - Shadow Hawk Pack
The Spiral Scouts
Planet Alpha
Override: Mech City Brawl
Puss!
Avernum 3: Ruined World
Squad (Apparently from the Early Access Era in 2019)
MOTHERGUNSHIP
State of Mind
Hover
Binary domain
Streets of Rage
OlliOlli2
Alpha Protocol
Stronghold Crusader 2
Operation Flashpoint: Red River
Zombie Army Trilogy
Immortal Redneck
Purrfect Date
Neurovoider
Sonic Adventure 2: Battle
Asdivine Hearts
Knights of Pen & Paper +1 Ed.
Full list coming soon... There a lot more stuff, updating in the next days. Enjoy.
EDIT: Thank you all for all the kind words. I can see how this community still kept being the most wholesome place where the sun doesn't reach. It warms my heart, it's hard to see something actually remain the same after all the changing in the world, it makes me want to reply to all and consume all my time (which I don't have enough, so I'll have to skip doing that)
Still updating, tho, the GAs are not finished. If I don't finish in time I'll consider doing a second branch as a Happy New Year event.
You'll see a cat tax when I'm truly finished.
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