i 19 years old and i am the biggest loser i know. almost every friend ive ever made are friends i did drugs with. all the non drug friends of mine i no longer talk to and there off to universities. i had almost all D's and F's 1st-12th grade i really never have done good in school graduated half a year late from my continuation school only because my teachers were so fed up with me they gave me 3x the credits as other students off of 6th grade math work anybody could do in thier sleep. my teachers didnt want me. i really dont have any friends anymore because i spent last 4 or 5 years just going straight home with my free time and getting high. i dont even hang out with my friends that get high. i spend every bit of money i come in contact with on drugs even pawn things for them.
i dont think im addicted because ill never have the money to become addicted. i failed out of my community college and ill never get into a good university now. im going to be a broke loser for the rest of my life. if i make phonecalls to hang out with people they say "ok, sometime this week ill come by and we can go to (what ever)" but they never do come by.
i have no car and no drivers license im bored out of my mind all the time and i cant get a job no matter how hard i try. life really really sucks. i try and drug deal but i cant even do that well because i dont know enough people to sell to to make any profits. i basicly sit around and smoke weed and use ecstasy and/or opiates all day. im not addicted because i never w/d. the only time i find life aleast somewhat manageable is when im high and when im not high i sit around waiting to come up with more money to get high with.
ive failed at everything ive ever tried. military wouldnt take me, never got into any school sports teams, even boy scouts KICKED ME OUT. i really dont think i have any friends at all anymore because the only time any of my so called "friends" hang out with me its to borrow something of mine or to get high off of my supply.
my life isnt going anywhere good and everytime i try and do anything productive the world just seems to want me to fail at doing it. im going to be homeless soon and no matter how hard i try and do something good i either fail at it, are not givin a chance, or i screw it up.
i try so hard but the world hates me my family has abandoned me. i really think im going to have to go career criminal but the thing is i dont know anybody to let me into the crime world because i have no muscles or street smarts to help me get away with anything. ive never been kissed or even had a girlfriend.
the only reason i get high all the time still is kinda to help my self from extreme depression. Anti depressants wont work therapy/shrinks didn't work because i never let anybody know my real emotions and believe me i want to not keep them in but i just cant.
i try and use facebook sometimes to catch up on people and i see all these happy old friends of mine at universities and with nice jobs and really happy and people actually want to talk to them and hang out with them. it just makes me feel worse because there so succesful and i have never done anything right in my whole life.
ive never won a trophy, never gotten an award, i havent really accomplished anything at all in my life the only thing i have ever completed was high school but i was kinda of forced into that by teachers because they knew i wasnt going to ever graduate. sometimes i get the feeling maybe this reality isn't real and maybe everybody else in the world is fake and something is testing me like a lab rat.
I was abandoned by my dad and possibly molested when i was 4. i have a not to fond memory i get to go to sleep to all the time but my mom has always told me that the shower i took with my dad i was not molested in even though i graphically remember my mom freaking out when my dad and i were in shower together even though i cant remember anything that happened in the shower.
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Story... not based on real life haha :D you never said it had to be fact :P
P.S. if it has to be fact please tell me :)
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I'm the biggest loser because I'm a her not a him and apparently that makes me ineligible to win :P
I'm also a poet, and I didn't know it.
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not really you can also win, its only my lack of your languages then it is not my Motherlanguage ;)
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Im the biggest loser because all people in my class bully me and i dont win in anything, Being a loser is suckish and doesnt suite me so i am taking a part in this challange to be a winner instead of a loser! Thank You.
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not all who lose any are automaticly loser :) You sir are a big winner
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Hm was not really a losercontest here ;) When i read other treads it gives much bigger whiners and yet who they can win any they not here :).
So the winner of this Contest is KillsTheMan7 Gratulation you Loser/winner to a AlanWake Franchise
chimairacle become also a AlanWake Franchise
and seized55 becommes a great game "Age of Empires II HD"
Gratulation to you Guys and Girl :)
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write me your story why you think you are the biggest Loser here on this site.
From now you guys have 3 hrs time to write me your Loserstory! Post that in this topic ! arround 3 hrs from now i pick up one (the best) story and gift him/her with a Alan Wake Franchise gift(steam)
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