Looking for a type of game

Honestly, I'm not sure how to describe what I want, but I'll try my best.

I want a game with a survival-like mode (or be based around that). I don't mean minecraft build to survive, I mean like Killing floor, fight to survive. I want it to give me a feeling of joy similar to the Arena in hammerfight, I often feel like I'm slaughtering, since I burn through a group of three in less than half a minute, (at level 61 now. When I beat a floor, ALL that appears on the win screen is the fame at this point.) The feeling is the part that's hard to describe. I want to feel like Yuno from Mirai Nikki when she's killing, if that helps. I want to blow through a dozen enemies with ease, but still enough difficulty that when I need to blow through a hundred more I might not make it. Lastly, I want it heavily skill based, luck imo makes a game kind of shitty and boring if its used excessively, regardless if it helps or harms my chance at winning the level/surviving longer.