I am a terrible person [updated with giveaway] [more coming]

So I just found out that the month my comments spiked (only month I was actually very active on here) my blacklists spiked too. I must have been a terrible, terrible person.

pic: https://gyazo.com/cff9efe06e65a2aff4fa62fabd4f1b01 :3

I also found out that I have twice as many games as I have given (12 won, 6 sent), so I hope before the end of this month I will give away 6 or more games (forgot what games I ordered, also forgot if I was going to activate them on my acount or give them away, I am forgetful like that, but I promiss! atleast 6 will be given away :D). I remembered when I first came to this site I had no intention of giving something away, and I really wanted to win something. I now know have a lot of games I like to play and don't enter every giveaway I find anymore. I know how it feels to not be able to buy anything you really want so I hope that whoever will win one of those giveaways will really enjoy the game :3.

This is such a random topic and I don't have anything else to say.

EDIT: https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/XiYSJ/metrocide

More giveaways later, can only create 3 at the moment so I have to wait until this one is finished!