oh well, im anti social almost whole life, and i didnt go bump road like this :(
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Hope 2019 is a better one for you and the family ^_^
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Thank you for the giveaways :D
Happy Cake Day, i wish you and your husband a softer year!
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Happy cakeday and best wishes to your family!
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Sounds terrible. Is there a brain tumour or something? (You mentioned behaviour associated with the illness)
It sounds like you can consider it a success to have not gone completely off the rails yourself.
Thanks for the cake - so much cake.
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No, it is not a brain tumor.
More like the universe going haywire and putting 2 things on our plate, as if 1 wasn't enough!
Yes it started with mental illness and/or psychosomatic illness combined with adverse reactions to the meds and indeed really really atrocious behavior.
It wasn't all the medication, a considerable part was just on him, but because of the fact that he blames the medications 100%, if not more, he doesn't even consider some kind of apology might be in order.
And then he was diagnosed with prostate cancer.
Well......technically I have gone of the rails, but I was able to prevent getting admitted for my break down.
Never knew that the mental health care and psychologists literary can safe lives.
And this is just the nut shell version.
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Gotcha. Yeah, mental illness can be really fucking scary. Someone close to me was having extremely paranoid and psychotic episodes and it was really scary and dangerous. Cancer would be a diarrhoea topping on the shit cake and I can see how the lack of taking responsibility would hurt even more. Not even just the lack of taking responsibility, but failing to apologise or even sympathise with what you have been through. I hope things start improving for you.
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Yeah it is a considerable shit load indeed!
And the fact that the one person on this planet I loved most really wounded me, that hurts the most!
Thanks for taking a genuine interest, it helps!
Ohh and I brought some more cake.
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You cleaned out the bakery!
I'm a little curious about the Labyrinthine Dreams blacklist story.
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It sounds like it's been quite an ordeal, cheshire, and I'm sure there are times when it feels impossible to deal with it all, but look at you... you're still hanging in there, coping with it as best you can and getting help to pull you through, and emerging as a stronger person. It won't always be easy, but from time to time, take a deep breath, try to find your smile, and remind yourself that even though you may feel battered, you're certainly not broken.
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Happy cake day
Hope you will have better days in the future
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Happy factory day!
Sorry to hear about your situation. :( Stay strong, hold onto that positivity, and keep surviving. Take that factory's strength and use it to help get you through this year until your next factory day rolls around. Good luck.
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Giveaways added to the list and still more coming, so keep checking
New Batch added, mainly Humble Bundle keys/games, enjoy!
Haven't cleared out all my keys yet, so might add more but atm I am feeling like coming down with something: stoopid viruses!
Yep, it's that time of year again: Factory Day!
Ohh wait....it's a cake!?
Well that thing will shortly appear behind my name.
And to celebrate it, I bring trash!
Erhh gibs, I mean.
Yeah well, it's all bundle leftovers, but there are some nice games there.
I will keep adding more games, so keep checking!
I might dig up some nicer games.
TL:DR here are the giveaways: https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/CefJF/air-threat
For those who have a genuine interest in me: it's been another rough year!
My husband fell ill 5 years ago and reacted extremely adverse to the medication they gave him.
We've both gone through hell and back a few times. (Far more than a few)
Within his illness his behavior was....I have no words for it.....I lived in a constant crisis situation, he broke me physically, mentally and emotionally.
2 years ago he finally got admitted for treatment and that was also the time we discovered he has metastasized cancer.
On New Years Eve we landed in the ER, because my husband was in terrible pain and couldn't urinate anymore.
They placed a catheter, which will be permanent
Yesterday he went for another CT scan, it is clear that the cancer has grown.
Coming Tuesday we will hear how much.
I am basically trying to survive.
Technically I am also trying to get back on my feet, but not sure if that is even possible given the situation.
I am working with a psychologist and trying to make the best out of a horrible situation.
So yeah, I am hardly social anymore, I tend to withdraw when things get rough.
I try to play games sometimes, but it is hard to concentrate.
I am more selective with entering giveaways, but still: I am sorry I can't get around to playing my wins in any decent time frame.
It is not that I don't appreciate them.
I recently finished SOMA, it wasn't a steamgifts win, but it was a gift from someone here.
I enjoyed it! xD
The night we landed up in the ER I bought myself Cat Quest as a little pick me up, it is a very enjoyable game!
But......MEW game is HARD! Don't know if I will get this game to a 100%.
The good news?
Despite all the hardship and the rough years, I am still alive!
I am learning a lot about myself, since I hit rock bottom.
I have still a lot the learn, but I did find out that I am much stronger than I thought.
More good news?
CAKE!!!!!!
Who doesn't like cake!?
Have some:
https://www.steamgifts.com/giveaway/CefJF/air-threat
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