edit : pain reached to my bones and i cant even scream .. only silence

it depends on your personality too i take everything seriously relationships . work and such and i try damn hard for it last time i studdies 2 years for the exam every fking day at 8:00 Am till the night no time breaks in the end they told me you passed the exam but ! your diplomas degree is 1 point below of our requirements . had a wife got divorced while i was trying to pass the exam ruined my biology test but i pushed so hard to pass for another one .. and that was when they did that to me . found another woman betrayed me again and after that i was broken ...i have OCD . i think to much one time i woke up i couldnt walk for a month i had no strength to talk that was the time .. those times passed .. but im still broken i dont feel the world . i dont feel happiness i mean i dont feel anything nothing could make me smile . and now im alone living like a zombie in my house alone got no one to talk there are some feelings that cannot be said it just makes you feel bad every secound of the day and im in this mess for 5 years tried everything but nothing changed

now i dont want to be a sad loser but i have no choice but to keep living

Just checked, they used a literal translation so it is called "No tengo boca y debo gritar" published in the Nueva Dimensión (New Dimension) magazine 7th issue 1969. Pretty cool, I didn't know it was trasnlated to spanish :D