link to the train will be at the end ^^


This is my first year on steamgifts, and the community is so overwhelmingly positive and present it's almost a little scary...This is my first discussion post so forgive my clumsiness ^^´

The kindness here really made me tear up this year; I'm unfortunately someone who still lives with their disfunctional family and I'm afraid to say I have yet to have a nice Christmas. Maybe I never will. But that's okay!
My mother has been having a manic episode for a few days, so that has been a very hard thing to deal with, makes me tired just to think about it and how long I have endured her episodes because she refuses to seek help and treatment. Alas...
Worst of all, my mother figure, my grandmother, the person I love most in the world has been hospitalized once again this year, so the sadness is overwhelming me to no end. I hope she is okay, and that I can visit her soon :( Even if that triggers my mother, I'll do it!

With all the trains, calendars and gifts this month, and the luck and love I received winning a lot of gifts here, I decided to host a very mini train of my own!! I can't afford to give much, I am but a college student who lost their job recently due to my mental illness, but I have some pennies left to gift this really sweet community!

To everyone who read this, thank you, and I hope you have a nice christmas or just nice holidays <3 I'm sending you virtual hugs! If you didn't read it, that's okay too! Happy holidays and virtual hug to you too! And a much better christmas than I have been having :]

I think the last gift is restricted in germany only, my apologies!

Train start!

  • Edit: i ACCIDENTALLY made the last giveaway incorrectly and restricted it to everyone BUT germany. oopsie <\3 everyone can enter now tho!!
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Courage! I hope your grandmother gets better very quickly and that things improve for you.

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I hope you get better soon OP! And same goes to your grandma too!

I don't celebrate christmas but merry christmas to you!

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I sympathize this you, spend time with you grandmother and don't forget to take care of yourself too

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Happy Holidays! :)

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I'm really sorry to hear you're going through these difficulties. I hope you're able to find the good and the moments of joy amidst the challenges. I hope your family dysfunction isn't the kind that makes you physically unsafe. Spend the time you can with your grandmother. I hope she recovers and continues to live a long life, but regardless, both you and she will always cherish the time, support, and love you give to each other.

I hope your future is brighter and happier than your past, and if you can, get some professional mental health support when you're able to (i.e. now if your family will support it, or once you've moved out and are on your own, if they don't). It can really make a tremendous difference in one's life!

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If I never said it to you before, welcome to SG! I'm glad you've found us a welcoming haven. I hope your grandma gets better soon!

I hope you have a MERRY CHRISTMAS and that your coming year is full of grace, mercy, and peace!

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Bymp!

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Bump, happy holidays :D

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