Life feels infinite and at the same time burdensome. But even when it feels difficult, a little bit of perseverance can help. You aren't alone in the struggle. Meds can help. A trained person to talk to can help... I think about how many dark days I endured only to later experience days filled with light and joy and incredible beauty... I hope you seek help when life feels hopeless and all seems lost and it feels like it will never end. {{Momo hugs}} May the new year find you in a better place...