There is update about ym first day under the original wall of text ;)

Yo! Do you remember my previous thread about ditching much needed job in hope of getting something better?

Well...

RRRRRR- AMADOU!

I DID IT! :D

We have a new game tester and his name is John Cena Kartyl!

It seems like it's worth to take a risk :D

I will work as a game tester and maybe one day, you will see my long surname in some AAA game credits :D

I would write something more, actually I want to write so much things, but damn I can't. I'm excited, nervous, happy... There is a lot of things happening right now in my head :D

I will start tommorow, which is kinda weird since it's friday, but when girl who called me asked me if it's okay I was only able to say something like 'emm, hmmm, yeah' :P

It probably won't be easy but finally there will be some progress. Some english classes to master this language, driving license, if money will let me also a subscription on gym. And, of course, last but not least, I will go back to university next year (classes start around September).

You know I like music? Like, a lot? I also heard that you like stories so why not mix it?
For the last year I had moments when I thought that I am like that dude from first verses of that Hopsin song. I thought that it might be to late to start over, but I realized something. I'm still alive, which means I will survive. I'm rebuilding, I'm still a work in progress. I have decided that I have to change my attitutude. Right now I want it all, and I want it now. And when I will get it, and belive me I will, I'm going to have myself a real good time.
I feel alive so don't stop me now.

I would find tens of songs that would fit but you know - five songs, five giv... Oh, I think I've said too much, I set it up.

If there are some people who are struggling right now - it will be better. It might sound naive but everything in your life will eventually lead to something good. Even if you feel like nothing right now, just gather little strenght to keep your head just above water and please, don't stop fighting for better tommorow.

EDIT:

Thank you friends for nice comments! I didn't replied to all of them, but I read them all and I want to say, one more time, thank you! :)

First day was kinda okay. I was overhelmed by ammount of knowledge I am suppose to gain. Well, I learned few things and it should be a little easier now ;P I basically played one level all day, over and over. I found few bugs (all of them, but one, was already found) I reported one, not that I actually knew what I was doing but I guess I did okay. It took me too much time, but after all it was my first day. Too bad I wasn't much of help for dude that was explaining things to me but I will be better. After all, life is just an RPG with skills tree and stuff like that :P
Since monday, I will work on other project, so new people, new game and probably new device. I only heard name of the game, and I wanted to check in internet what it is, but then I realized that there aren't any infos about it yet :P Well, good, good, I like surprises.
I'm still somehow unsecure about my english, or more about my grammar, but I plan to read some english novel tommorow, maybe finally use my learning software so it will only get better :)