I'm Feeling Lucky

The complain sentence from me was general and not intented to hit you. I was only lazy and wanted not the work to send lugum a other message over steam or a old GA from him.
Sorry if that was unclear and you thinked i say that over you. That was not my intention.

Yes the "unlucky" statistic is a bit funny.
but at sg is such a thing a explosive barrel :-D (you can only say the wrong^^).

Humor can't be given out, online, to strangers that don't know you and not understand all that you want say.
I make very often that experience.
I got, more then one, BL for my sarcasm, very dark/black humor and ironic. That's life.
I think then on Monty Python music (Bright side of life as example :-D) or there, great, movies :o)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z0amC660MOk (Schwanzus Longus)

I wishes nearly no one the death in my life..
and when i do that then for sure not for any online stuff, game stuff or any other unimportant thing.

I am very straight with things that i say (at least in english -in german i have much more possibilities to say stuff without effort-). I donÄt like it to talk behind the back of anyone and i think when you talk with anyone it can change stuff to the better. With behind the back talking nothing will change to the better.
And a important thing.... i am a very friendly peacefull guy. And yes i know it looks a other way when the people see only my writing. They see me crying, being loud and angry. And i sit here with a good Yogi Tea, very calm and see all the online stuff only as a "not so important" thing. Not worth waste my short lifetime (because a uncureable illness) with being angry, loud and such stuff.
Only by bots, autojoiners and other exploiting stuff i can be switch in a berserker mode :DDDD grinning (so only there my words can be really wrote in a angry mood)

And as a sidenote... i can give you in seconds at least 300 people from my BL that have much more worst statistics then you :-D

A bit Metal:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OP3Yhs8q7oM

eh. if someone's complaining about being poor while being a leech who actually has a decent library, and then vehemently denying it, it's fair game.

Had the person not said anything, it'd be a dick move

I don't understand your nuts sentence (i am too sleepy) and i am not willing to translate it.

Put me, again, under "he is rude" and finish. More then once BL me is not possible ;) (a bit funny, yes)

And the first 3 games i posted was not seen from me in his library, it was seen in his profil under the games he set there in (a bit of a difference).
And the second little difference....
i was, for sure, not the only one that looked at his games...
i was the only one that say anything to it (because i have the balls, don't talk behind his back AND can handle the BL i, maybe, get for writing it).
Maybe you call it rude.. i call it honest and to be oneself.

please don't get offended by the pic above, but the simple truth is that nobody cares about your private circumstances or private pain. I'm sure you have good reasons for, well, everything, but other people don't care about those reasons.

People do, however, care about your attitude and your actions - specifically when it comes to interactions between you and them. If you walk around acting like a victim, or complaining about being unfortunate, it won't be perceived well, and people will try to shoot you down.
When you joke about being unlucky when you have a bad win/gift ratio, you seem ungrateful, and someone's going to take aim to complain about you.

I just hope you learn that lesson here in an anonymous forum, because the real world is just as harsh and unforgiving. Which may be why you "usually end up being fucked over"

Anyway, I lost my grandfather to cancer a year ago, my grandma has spinal hernia and is in pain all day, and my mom has epilepsy, so she can't work and can't go out to public, which ends her up being sad most of the time. She only gets a very minimal disability pension, my grandma doesn't get too much pension either. I'm trying to work what I can, and try to use my somewhat good artistic skills but I usually end up being fucked over by the other.

Uhhhhh, just want to point out that this is some seriously shitty guilt-trip gymnastics. Almost everyone in existence has lost loved ones and/or dealt with family illness. To bring up your own, as any sort of justification or reasoning, is extremely shallow and self-serving. Don't use these things as a crutch.