Hello,
It's been a while.
I've been mentally sick. I've been good. I've been through all kinds of emotions in these 3 years. Lots of sweat and tears, lots of fights, lots of therapy hours. LOTS of fatigue.
But I did heal (let's say so) by no loger going to therapy, fighting with the girl I was going out with and deciding to "switch off" all emotions. I did actually recover my personaity, that is indeed what books and experts consider to be the last thing you get back while recovering from depression.
Now I'm kind of living my life in a happy-go-lucky state, resolving my problems as they come, doing what I want with what I have.
I did get in touch with my inner self well more, which was the purpose of this 3yo trip inside my head and shaved away most of the superficialty that I earned by doing jack shit of my life for 26 years, so "I got that going for me" as said by Bill Murray. Hopefully starting to release PC produced music by the end of 2022. Not going to self-promote. Not even if asked.

I don't expect anyone to remember me, I've never been a huge contributor wordswise. But I did pass my days on this site in the good ol' days and I do have fond memories of this (once) wholesome community (that hopefully keeps being as wholesome).

I've gotten kinda broke ultimately, since moving alone and getting screwed by the landlord of my former apartment, last year. I AM recovering, but I won't be doing many christmas RL gifts, so...
Kinda felt the need to give something to the world, so I decided, since I drastically reduced my playing time, to give away everything still in my Humble account. I'll most likely be gone after delivering all, next Christmas night, realistically speaking. Sorry about that. Not a fan of goodbyes, but I am a fan of realistic speeches.
Most of what you'll find are old games. Well, maybe all of what you'll find. But hopefully you'll find something you like.

Enjoy and Merry Christmas.

The following GAs are going to be private.
Street Fighter V
Dirt Rally 2.0
Shadow of War
Two-Point Hospital
Okami HD
Frostpunk
F1 2019 (looks like this one is the anniversary edition, but unsure.)
Battle Chasers : Nightwar
Turok
The following won't.
Dirt Rally 2 Porsche 911 DLC
Dirt Rally 2 Opel Manta 400 DLC
Dirt Rally 2 H2 RWD DLC
Whispers of a Machine
Trailmakers
Them's Fighting Herds
SHENZHEN I/O
Project Warlock
Book of Demons
Cryofall
Eliza
Night Call
Diaries of a Spaceport Janitor
SIMULACRA
Frostpunk The Rifts DLC
Exapunks
AI WAR 2
COD: WWII

NEW BATCH OF GAs (Ending Jan 1st 2022 00:00):
Invite Only:
Sonic Mania
Sonic Mania (2nd GA, sorry, I just discovered I had 2 keys)
God's Trigger
Guacamelee! 2
Crazy Taxi
Surgeon Simulator (Anniversary Ed. Content)
GRID 2 (Read description before entering the GA)
Metal Gear V GZ
Metal Gear V TPP
Cities: Skylines + after dark

For all:
SYNTHETIK
Evergarden
11-11 Memories Retold
BATTLETECH
BATTLETECH - Flashpoint
BATTLETECH - Shadow Hawk Pack
The Spiral Scouts
Planet Alpha
Override: Mech City Brawl
Puss!
Avernum 3: Ruined World
Squad (Apparently from the Early Access Era in 2019)
MOTHERGUNSHIP
State of Mind
Hover
Binary domain
Streets of Rage
OlliOlli2
Alpha Protocol
Stronghold Crusader 2
Operation Flashpoint: Red River
Zombie Army Trilogy
Immortal Redneck
Purrfect Date
Neurovoider
Sonic Adventure 2: Battle
Asdivine Hearts
Knights of Pen & Paper +1 Ed.

Full list coming soon... There a lot more stuff, updating in the next days. Enjoy.

EDIT: Thank you all for all the kind words. I can see how this community still kept being the most wholesome place where the sun doesn't reach. It warms my heart, it's hard to see something actually remain the same after all the changing in the world, it makes me want to reply to all and consume all my time (which I don't have enough, so I'll have to skip doing that)

Still updating, tho, the GAs are not finished. If I don't finish in time I'll consider doing a second branch as a Happy New Year event.
You'll see a cat tax when I'm truly finished.

2 years ago*

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Damn that's harsh. Wish you all the best.

2 years ago
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Merry Christmas . take care

2 years ago
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Uh, that doesn't sound healthy. I hope you find back to a healthy and positive side of your life. Don't worry about making gifts here. In the end what matters is sanity and peace.
Not a therapist or anything but if you need someone to talk (who made some similar experiences as you seem to) feel free.
Take care and try to be optimistic!

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Health, sanity, and peace will come with time, thank you for your cheers, but I'm not bad now. I did recover, I did read a lot about depression (which helped, but not much at the time I read) and it looks like it's mostly gone.
Thank you very much, but there's no longer to worry about me, people along the journey helped me very much. :)

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That's great to hear.
Just keep in mind - without the wish of scaring you - that this situation might be like a "dry" alcoholic. Something that can easily come back if you don't pay attention to the first signs.
So stay strong and watch out. I wish you all the best!

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I'm not scared anymore, I've been in and out of this kind of depression for a lot of time now, and really really learned how to identify when it comes back and what to do when it does. I'm now skilled in depression, let's say, hahahahah

But I do appreciate this advice anyway.
Thank you and wish you the best too :)

2 years ago
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Glad to hear that.
So in that case, let me put you on my "friends list". Maybe that makes you happy one day.
And have a merry Christmas.

2 years ago
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Thank you and take care.

2 years ago
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Merry Christmas!
Thanks for the GAs.

Good luck in your next adventures. Glad to hear you're doing great, keep up the spirit!
Cheers.

2 years ago
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Hope the Yule season's kind and your recovery keeps going well.

2 years ago
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Thank you for the great giveaways MPluffle! Merry Christmas to you as well, and I hope that your recovery continues to go well.

2 years ago
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Merry Christmas :)

2 years ago
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please take care

2 years ago
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Wish you all the best and keep moving forward, hope you find the peace that you looking for.

2 years ago
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Depression sucks. Good to see someone kicking it instead of it beating them, as happens far too often.

2 years ago
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The link for the second giveaway of Sonic Mania goes to the page to create a new giveaway.
Thanks for all the great giveaways :)

2 years ago*
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Ooops sorry, fixed that!

2 years ago
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Glad to hear that things have improved, I hope it continues in the new year. Happy Holidays

2 years ago
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Hey OP, i know how hard that years long trip inside one's head is, going through one myself and i'm very happy you managed to get out of the unhealthy state! Wish you all the best for years to come, happy holidays!

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good luck, i'm rooting for you

2 years ago
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Thanks for sharing your thoughts and gifts with us. Wishing you the best moving forward. Take care, and I hope you have a nice day ^^

2 years ago
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Merry Christmas and best of luck from now on. You got this ;)

2 years ago
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Sounds like things are improving for you! Happy to hear it. I hope things continue to be on an upswing! Happy Holidays!

2 years ago
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bump

2 years ago
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I wish you the best going forward. Merry Christmas!

2 years ago
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I don't comment much, but I really felt i had to say that I wish you a good luck on your life onward, and may the future bring good things

2 years ago
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Wish you the best for the furture! Merry Christmas!

2 years ago
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ooooof shit dude i can relate more than i thought :S hopefully you're gonna have a better 2022 :) well at least thats what i always say to myself, but nevertheless wish you all the best dude, life can be pretty shit sometimes and in the end we're all wormfood but until then you just have to make the best out of it :)

2 years ago
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BumpI!

2 years ago
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Merry Christmas and thanks

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