Mental health is very important i hope you find a peace of heaven that will suit all your needs so you can live a happy life there. There is always another place, you just need to try. Myself i would say i have an easy life, and have no idea how hard it can be, but i wish you strengh and luck on your way to find happines. Never give up. There is always hope.
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Thanks for your letter. I understand you fully (well, about the details you decided to share). I also changed my life drastically this year, after a too long life of mistakes and disgraces. But now I think I'm on a good path, at least way better than past one.
So I wish you the best for your future.
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Best of luck to you and happy holidays.
I believe you will be fine and manage to power through all the bullshit this life throws at us.
Take care of yourself! Cheers and thank you for your generosity.
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I'm sorry to hear you've been through the wringer, but hopeful that you have "turned the corner." You can find me on Steam if you ever feel like chatting. I am a survivor of Depression and have the scars to prove it. I also have a lot of life experience that may be of some benefit to you. In any case, I wish you all the best.
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Hey man. I feel you 100%. I sincerely wish you the absolute best for 2022 and beyond... even though I have just met you. Good luck on your journey. You may visit dark places again, don't get discouraged... it sounds like you now have the tools and knowledge to "ride" these moments and come out the other side whole again anyway. You will continue to learn. This is YOUR journey. Cheers buddy :) Much love.
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Love to read this comment. :)
Not learning anymore was my biggest fear all the time (particularly during self-induced lockdown, a time in which I used to say "now time to learn something and not to waste too much of this huge occasion") so reading "You will continue to learn" particularly strike me, even if it was just a statement and not a greeting. Thank you.
Hope the best for you too. :)
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I am happy you took something from my message :)
And thank you.
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Anche se non ci conosciamo, mi dispiace molto leggere della tua storia. Capisco molto bene cosa intendi e sicuramente l'ultimo anno passato fra lockdown vari non ha giovato alla salute mentale di nessuno. Sono stati tempi difficili un po' per tutti, specialmente per chi, come me, già passava un periodo buio della vita.
Ma ehy, come mi dico spesso "c'è sempre di peggio" quindi teniamo botta! ;)
Per qualche motivo sei nella mia wishlist qui, purtroppo ho una pessima memoria a volte e non entravo da anni...
Ti auguro di rimetterti alla grande. Buon anno! :)
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Hello,
It's been a while.
I've been mentally sick. I've been good. I've been through all kinds of emotions in these 3 years. Lots of sweat and tears, lots of fights, lots of therapy hours. LOTS of fatigue.
But I did heal (let's say so) by no loger going to therapy, fighting with the girl I was going out with and deciding to "switch off" all emotions. I did actually recover my personaity, that is indeed what books and experts consider to be the last thing you get back while recovering from depression.
Now I'm kind of living my life in a happy-go-lucky state, resolving my problems as they come, doing what I want with what I have.
I did get in touch with my inner self well more, which was the purpose of this 3yo trip inside my head and shaved away most of the superficialty that I earned by doing jack shit of my life for 26 years, so "I got that going for me" as said by Bill Murray. Hopefully starting to release PC produced music by the end of 2022. Not going to self-promote. Not even if asked.
I don't expect anyone to remember me, I've never been a huge contributor wordswise. But I did pass my days on this site in the good ol' days and I do have fond memories of this (once) wholesome community (that hopefully keeps being as wholesome).
I've gotten kinda broke ultimately, since moving alone and getting screwed by the landlord of my former apartment, last year. I AM recovering, but I won't be doing many christmas RL gifts, so...
Kinda felt the need to give something to the world, so I decided, since I drastically reduced my playing time, to give away everything still in my Humble account. I'll most likely be gone after delivering all, next Christmas night, realistically speaking. Sorry about that. Not a fan of goodbyes, but I am a fan of realistic speeches.
Most of what you'll find are old games. Well, maybe all of what you'll find. But hopefully you'll find something you like.
Enjoy and Merry Christmas.
The following GAs are going to be private.
Street Fighter V
Dirt Rally 2.0
Shadow of War
Two-Point Hospital
Okami HD
Frostpunk
F1 2019 (looks like this one is the anniversary edition, but unsure.)
Battle Chasers : Nightwar
Turok
The following won't.
Dirt Rally 2 Porsche 911 DLC
Dirt Rally 2 Opel Manta 400 DLC
Dirt Rally 2 H2 RWD DLC
Whispers of a Machine
Trailmakers
Them's Fighting Herds
SHENZHEN I/O
Project Warlock
Book of Demons
Cryofall
Eliza
Night Call
Diaries of a Spaceport Janitor
SIMULACRA
Frostpunk The Rifts DLC
Exapunks
AI WAR 2
COD: WWII
NEW BATCH OF GAs (Ending Jan 1st 2022 00:00):
Invite Only:
Sonic Mania
Sonic Mania (2nd GA, sorry, I just discovered I had 2 keys)
God's Trigger
Guacamelee! 2
Crazy Taxi
Surgeon Simulator (Anniversary Ed. Content)
GRID 2 (Read description before entering the GA)
Metal Gear V GZ
Metal Gear V TPP
Cities: Skylines + after dark
For all:
SYNTHETIK
Evergarden
11-11 Memories Retold
BATTLETECH
BATTLETECH - Flashpoint
BATTLETECH - Shadow Hawk Pack
The Spiral Scouts
Planet Alpha
Override: Mech City Brawl
Puss!
Avernum 3: Ruined World
Squad (Apparently from the Early Access Era in 2019)
MOTHERGUNSHIP
State of Mind
Hover
Binary domain
Streets of Rage
OlliOlli2
Alpha Protocol
Stronghold Crusader 2
Operation Flashpoint: Red River
Zombie Army Trilogy
Immortal Redneck
Purrfect Date
Neurovoider
Sonic Adventure 2: Battle
Asdivine Hearts
Knights of Pen & Paper +1 Ed.
Full list coming soon... There a lot more stuff, updating in the next days. Enjoy.
EDIT: Thank you all for all the kind words. I can see how this community still kept being the most wholesome place where the sun doesn't reach. It warms my heart, it's hard to see something actually remain the same after all the changing in the world, it makes me want to reply to all and consume all my time (which I don't have enough, so I'll have to skip doing that)
Still updating, tho, the GAs are not finished. If I don't finish in time I'll consider doing a second branch as a Happy New Year event.
You'll see a cat tax when I'm truly finished.
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