I fucked up and ruined everything again and don't even care anymore because fuck you all. I mean, y'all in particular aren't really the worst, you've been the most caring, it seems the least someone knows you the more they care, maybe it's just virtue signalling, or maybe my personality makes people not care when they know me more. You guys cared when I attempted suicide, wanted me here, but that's only 'cause I stupidly said something while I tried. Noone else even notices when I'm gone though, hell the only time y'all did was when thr magnificent one told you. But even if you aren't the worst, you're still people and really the only ones I can talk to right now. So fuck you all you cunts. I hate being alone but it's so much better than dealing with your awful bullshit and fake caring just to lead me one to feeling cared about enough to live on when you won't even fucking talk to me. I hope you become unhappy and alone just so you know what it's like. And I hope hell doesn't exist because I don't want to have to spend time with you in the afterlife.

Fuck you all. I wish all the shitty pain of the world upon you, and then a slimmer of hope to get you out of your awful mindset just for it to get crushed infront of you.

I'm done feeling sorry that I can't enjoy your happiness, you don't deserve it so fuck you. I hope no one helps you ever again.

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I'd try and get rid of the anger. Exercising helps. Also, after that, find a movie or a game where you can just relieve your anger. Take GTA, maybe. Give yourself some more health, imagine that the people you kill are those that you hate. As long as you understand that it stays in the game, it might help.

But... looking at your comment, it really does look like you're getting pissed off at the wrong people and through doing that you're not just "hurting deep inside", but instead are going after others with no regard towards others, all the while pretending like you deserve respect, regardless of the irony of that statement.

Tough love helped me out of a state that you seem to be in. Know that you are the one who has to take the first step.
These people here are trying to help you, yet you just act like some brat. You're slowly stepping out of the role of the victim and into the role of the villain. After that, you don't really have the right to complain. Well, you do, but no one will care.

Take these things into account. If you don't, fine. Be like it. I don't know you, I don't care. I've seen your comments and they've been insightful and nice, so take that as you will. I, and many others, have taken time out of our days to help you and give you some words of advice. Ignoring these will only hurt you.

Kill yourself and the only thing that you'll do is hurt your family and friends. If you can't even do the least that you can, which is existing, then I truly have no words for you.

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Who knows, until you are alive, everything can change.
your present is what you built in past, so live your present life in a way you want to be in future.

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Excuse Me Sir, Do You Have a Moment to Talk About Jesus Christ?

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"fuck you all!" - Ghandi 2023

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Is that the Gandhi from Civ 6? Ignore him, he's a total ****!!!

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I don't get it... What's so bad about being alone?
Just because your cultural environment says that a normal person should have lots of friends and boyfriend, it doesn't mean that if you don't you must feel bad. If you leave behind stereotypes you will discover that you are more free than you think you are.
Life wants us to preserve our species and interact and life always wins. It will bring you someone either you like it or not with time. You might meet someone just by sitting in your chair or bringing out the trash. Not kidding, I've met friends and lovers just by going to drink at the bar or playing online at home, all of this considering that I'm everything but sociable person.
Free yourself from society chains, discover that you don't need anyone to go on and then you'll find peace girl.

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Nothing us wrong with being alone if that is what you want. It's shit when you try not to be but it's the inevitable result.

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If people aren't buying what you're selling, then what could you do to improve that?

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May I suggest listening to Simple Minds Alive & Kicking at noise levels that would've put Concorde to shame.....always works for me.

What?

What?

I can't hear you.....if you're agreeing with me, have a WL....if you're not, get some new ears!!!

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Wait... How is bad music supposed to help?

..Just Kidding...

Though I find this one more uplifting myself ... There's just not a loud enough setting for it :P

The Light

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go away lol

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Just wasted 1 min of my life to read this and i'm wasting 30 sec to writing that I don't give a fuck. If you need attentions try to find a BF

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I don't know the situation but from what I'm getting here is that the poster of this thread got a big dose of negativity for expressing herself/being open, etc...

All I can say is, and I say this with the utmost respect: That's Life.
People will care and send a kind word to you when you are open about things, more so when it comes to a tragedy, and on the other end, there will be people who just won't care at all. It happens, more so on the internet than anywhere else.

I do not know who you are, and I'm not going to try to tell you what to do, but I will offer this advice and you can take it or leave it without any worry or obligation: When you share anything about yourself, whether it be from personal feelings or thoughts to things that have happened in your life - you'll always get a mixed bag of replies. When you get a response that isn't savory, don't let it get to you too much. Sure it's gonna sting, but you have to be the better person in those type of situations. Growing a thick skin is a major requirement nowadays, and it takes time to develop but it can be done.

I wish you well and hope that whatever you are dealing with or going through gets resolved soon.

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Saw your post, clicked on your username and for some reason, you're on my whitelist.

Here:
“When things are at their blackest, I say to myself, 'Cheer up, things could be worse.' And sure enough, they get worse.”
― Robert Lynn Asprin

But in my experience, things will almost always get better again sooner or later ;-) :-)
BTW, I own a domain "ihap.cz" (nothing there) - "I Hate All People", you are not alone. Bought it while drunk one evening. It was the only thing I could come up with...

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As a brother of a person with mental disorder I can only tell you that you need to get out of the internet, the internet as a whole is filled for its most part with people wearing masquerades, you will never get to know them truly and they wont care about you.
Go to your family, spend time with the local people at the library, get to know the people that really matter, the ones around you, in your community and not some pretentious pricks who will never be there for you.

I'm not saying people in real life will always be 100% true, but it's a fact that the internet as an anonymous medium facilitates this matter for everyone.

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Trust in people who try to help you and forget about the rest. World is full of awful people. The mean words are like shouting when the kind words are but a whisper. Just listen carefully

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lol ! i guess i'm late to the party 🤔

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Wat a party? Just people been fooled by some random US fuk probably an teenager who look for attention by insulting and hating others. Nothing new and serious.

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AYYYYYY ITS NEVER LATE, HAPPY CAKE DAY

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You're just WAAAAY in back of "to be fucked" line.

It's probably gonna be a while, hope the date on your condom doesn't expire

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wot?

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Feel free to swear at me as much as you want. I myself have also gone through enough pain to simply not care anymore.

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welcome to the hell, its comfy here and plenty of free space
pick a spot

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All hail lord Jaraxxus !!!

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What a disgusting comment

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im sour too

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I wonder what would happen if Jaden Smith raped a pig.. How would their kid look like? Any idea guys? Btw Is this thread some kind of a secret giveaway or something? Where is the giveaway??? I like Starwars btw If it will help me getting the link to the giveaway?

Also you have to watch This. I love rick and morty.

Plus drugs are always the solution, you can always take some mdma and listen to stuff like these kek now i am triggered..

Don't care which of these 3 you will pick but you have to try the last one at least once in your life imo :D

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bro you are so edgy

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sex

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go straight on my whitelist !

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Some people are fake and I agree that a lot of people just pretend to care, just so they can say "hey I tried to help them" for their own sake. There is nothing unlikable about you afaik, but you need to accept that not everyone will. That's because you're different and people are dumb & have a hard time with anything different. They want to blend in & want you to blend in. Do you want to give them the satisfaction of either conforming or quitting? You've been brave so far, don't give in to this feeling you have right now. It's going to pass. Most of all don't let those smug idiots get away with "oh but we tried our best" as they pat themselves on the back. I can't offer more because I've been feeling weird myself lately but I hope this helps.

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Hey there, I rarely post, and I spend most of my time on steam hidden, but I'm always there.

I've been through some pretty bad things in my life too, even suicide attempts, I understand pain. If you want someone to talk to, feel free to add me.

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And the lyrics are hilarious (this is coming from someone who usually doesn't care about lyrics).

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Well said, MC Hammer

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I like video games.

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I don't know why this thread hasn't been locked yet.

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off topic

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I'm thinking more in terms of abusive language directed at the community.

"fuck you all." "fuck you all you cunts" "so fuck you" etc.

I had no idea that mods were fine with language like that. I'm glad my daughter doesn't come to this site any more.

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i think theres a hidden giveaway here thats because the topic :p.

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No, you can even chrck my created giveaways. For once I was neing straight forward, and yet here people misunderstood me the most.

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+1 I'm ok with venting, but when you watch your language.

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+1

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More importantly why OP was not suspended yet?

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Even though I do not like to admit it, I am clinical depressed myself. And I have no idea how to deal with it at the moment. If you want to talk, JenniferVanessa, you may add me on steam anytime. Maybe we find a way to help each other.

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